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It's a long long journey

Till I know where I'm supposed to be

It's a long long journey

And I don't know if can believe

When shadows fall and block my eyes

I am lost and know that I must hide

It's a long long journey

Till I find my way home to you

recently..i have been dreaming so much
i wonder.
how many different variations of the same dream i can have.
how much happiness i can feel. then pain after waking up.

Many days I've spent drifting on
Through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
wondering how to make me strong

it gets lonely.
but i guess everyone feels it.
it gets difficult and its when you feel like noones there.

Sometimes it feels no one understand
I don't even know why I do the things I do

and im all alone in the room.
fighting against time. against despair. against failure.
and youre surrounded.

It feels like everthing is out to make me lose control

It's a long long journey

Till i find my way home to you

if only ahma and ling were here. im sure it wouldnt half as bad.

; the pain just wont go away. with your shadow lingering.

everywhere i go.

damn.

till i find my way home..to you.

# posted by So Cliché at 9:07 PM

WOOOOOOOOH.~
TISSUE IS BACK IN ACTION.
okay actually i dun really have tat much time today also
BUT U NOE.
im responsible and nice.
so i should blog and drown mua's post.

AND YES I MUST SPREAD THIS TO EVERYONE.
so i shall jus post it on the blog.
obviously i was watching a show after the closing ceremony thing
on some chinese channel
DEN OMG ITS SO SHOCKING.
totally thunderation.
its like. the place where athletes stay at during the games?
the ao yun chun place.
THEY PROVIDE CONDOMS GODDAMMIT.
its like. good service also no need to good until like tat lar omg
they provided like wad. 100000.
yes there r 5 zeroes.
CRAZY.
and according to their statistics,
more than 30000 of those are used.
LIKE FTW. NOT FENG TIAN WEI.
TOTALLY.
16 days of olympics
R U SURE THE ATHLETES ARE THERE TO COMPETE?!
crazy.
and the commentator was like OH COMPARED TO PAST YEAR OLYMPICS
TIS IS A ALL-TIME LOW RECORD
so conclusion1: all the while olympics provided condoms to athletes.
conclusion 2: for the past games EVEN MORE OF THOSE ARE USED
most disturbing thing is like.
towards the end of the show the commentator was like
oh i think the size is not correct tats y use up so little. (use ur own understanding)

-flops on the floor-

and yes skipping tat particular topic
ham and tissue came up with a new phrase.
u noe usually when u waited for a long time
u can say OH I WAIT UNTIL FLOWER ALSO WILTED LIAO (in chinese)
and we realise tat now we can say OH I WAIT UNTIL RAIN ALSO STOPPED LIAO
cos obviously tats wad happened today =.-
buy bubble tea stand there and queue for like. more den 10 minutes
NOT LIKE THE QUEUE IS VERY LONG.
the auntie is like. spacing out like tat
as the customers WANT PEARL OR NOT over and over again
oh and last time tis auntie even better.
she asked me WANT BUBBLE OR NOT
bubble tea wan bubble or not.

and my dog is encouraging me to go on diet
everytime i eat choco it will be like staring at me
yet dogs r not suppose to eat choc
AND SO BEING THE MERCIFUL AND BENEVOLENT
-holy rays shining-
i jus -dun eat- so at least she wont have the pitiful look.

den today in class me and my fren we were like discussing.
u noe if tis wind.
blow at.
constant speed and constant WADEVER (my physics no good)
so supposedly if one person applied to much make up
WHEN THE WIND BLOW THERE WILL BE ANOTHER FACE
cos all the powder float away den form the image.
SO SMART.
and according to her. during chinese dance performance
their eye shadow sometimes thick until dun dare to blink eye
cos if blink too hard its like. got one block of eye shadow powder drop off.
key phrase: one block of eye shadow.
and so we were talking about marathon runners
the person running in the last position dam sad.
cos in front the ppl all the dead skin cells + vaporising sweat molecules
will all piak on to the last runner when the wind blow.
HHAHAHAHAHA. okay nvm im being stupid.
like always.

and yes i will not forget to promote KIBUM.
hahahaahahahha OMG LAR.
okay nvm today weather not bad.
TMR IS CCA CIP.
GOOD GOOD.
and i think its time to plan for the PASSING OVER CEREMONEH!?
the above statement is directed at the sec 3 batch.
-hint hint-
=D

TERMINATED

# posted by So Cliché at 10:08 PM

recently i have been watching hotshot!
yes. not bad la. lol swimming in the air and trying to catch the ball is a little retarded but generally its quite nice ;D
in this serial... the quiet emo character is....
YAN CHENG XU! yes his chinese name sounds nicer than his english name
i bet your face is like. just as shocked as mine when i first found out that he was the emo boy
lol
after 4 episodes..
=[
i feel sad for him.(can you imagine??? after i almost boxed his face and sent him to germany when he acted as the pineapple in liu xing hua yuan and fight with my zaizai)
as always..emo characters are so worth getting your heart broken over in drama serials.
its like zaizai in liu2 xing1 hua1 yuan2, zaizai in shen1 qing2 mi4 ma3, zai zai in that hotel show, (YES I KNOW SO MANY ZAIZAI THATS WHY ITS SO WEIRD TO WATCH YAN CHENG XU ACT EMO HAHAHAHAHA), li wei in dou niu (dont really like that character though. too wei da. HAHAHA), still got... jay chou.. in.. er.. jaychou mv? HAHAHA alot la.
but...OHYAH RUAN JING TIAN IN LV GUANG SEN LIN. my heart pianged ok...
still....
NOONE DOES IT BETTER THAN YUL!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg..
i cried because of him laaaaaaa last time. I CRIED LORRRRRRRRRRRR.
in goong. HAHAHAHA
he is the perfect perfect perfect perfect perfect one. lol tell you a secret k?
it only started with two perfects but i everytime i read again i add another perfect. HAHAHAHA
:D:D:D:D I LOVE YUL!~~~~~~~

actually.. all the emo guys in serials will turn bad after awhile.. once in awhile.. then turn good again.. (except for liwei he didnt turn bad maybe thats why i dont like him as much. and his face not emo enough not handsome enough and he doesnt do the emo stand against the wall naturally look so sad and zibei pose. zijin knows exactly what the pose looks like. aiya. just look at yul when he waits for her(forgot her name) HAHHAHA SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. xin1 teng2. it will melt your heart ok..)
aiya.
so sad to watch them shou4 ku3. =[
they fall in love with the wrong person, at the wrong time, and because they are so shy/quiet/bu4 gou4 yong3 gan3, they lose to the more outspoken and daring guy...
and then they have to shou4 ku3 because the girl dont know that the guy likes her and then in 70% of the drama serials the girl always confides in the guy and the guy will have to shou4 even more ku3 and my heart will break even moreeeeeeeeeeee
;_;
hai
and then because they got nobody to su4 ku3 to they just bottle it inside and in the end they cannot take it and they turn bad.
but they turn bad because they care too much for the girl ma...(lol turn bad sounds like they are milk. you know? niu2 nai3? then turn bad. HAHAHA then taste sour. ok nvm)
but cannot blame them la
=[
so saddening.
and maybe thats the reason why i like these characters so much i start crushing on them HAHAHAHAH YUL YUL YUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lol fa1 hua chi1. ok.
it gets so tong ku to continue watching them be neglected and what la...
maybe thats why i dont like the actress's characters as much.
and then i empathise with the emo characters so much and so finally i like them so much more than the normal guys in the show cause i think they are so weida!
ok

i think i should stop.
lol
reallyy.
the intention was to post about the olympics.
pictures of pro people, pro and cute people, pro but not cute people, and pro people who i respect alot.
but.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhh
obviously im digressing.
i shall leave that to another day.

just talk abit first hahaha
i think zhang yi ning is so cute.
:D
cuter than wang nan OK. and fengtianwei looks very cute too. she doesnt look like a boy with that hair. seriously shes so cute. i dont really know her shi2 li4 cause i missed out on the game but i heard shes good. very good. i need to watch a replay of the south korea game..~i just know shes very cute. really. really! HAHHAHA
and i think shes cuter than the jap girl. both fengtw and zyn. i cant "initialise" fengtw into ftw cause it sounds very rude. haha. and uncute!
HEHEHE
back to zyn.
SHES SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
because when she plays she always sticks out her tongue unknowingly!
and when she is nervous(i think) she always blows on her bat.
AND STICKING OUT YOUR TONGUE IS SO MUCH CUTER THAN DROPPING YOUR JAW IN MIDAIR THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE GAME. ;D

after the first match in the final my mum was so sure that zhangyining will lose because wangnan looked more stable and got more experience but i bet with her that she will WILLWILL WIN because i support her. HAHAHAHA.
ok la she win is not because i support her la. but i do. really. respect her alot too.
i remember vaguely that i watched zhangyining play many times. one of which was the most memorable, but i totally forgot which match was it. if im not wrong its athens 04? but im not sure.
and i watched the way she played and i was like in total awe.
seriously.
she has foolproof ways of attacking her opponent from behind its so scary.
and she did in the recent games!
she won hahahahaha.
i was jumping all around the house and hugging her and sending flying kisses to her THROUGH A TV BOX. LOL. i should box my kisses and hugs up and send it over to china HAHAHAHAH inside joke.
OMG. lol i just thought of the visa advertisement.
HAHAHAH if i were desperate enough i would have boxed myself up and send myself to beijing and get delivered to the rostrum and use the visa card to open the box and jump out and hug zhangyining when she is singing the national anthem halfway. HAHAHAHAHAHHAAH. and just act blur. :D HAHAHAH okok i stop.
my parents called me unpatriotic because i didnt cheer so loud when our table tennis won (thats cause i was on the bus and i didnt see the exciting match ok.. maybe i would have screamed and hopped around too! hahaha) basically when zyn won i was hopping all over mymaid was laughing at me =[
nvm.
yay!
good thing she won cause i support her and i think shes mentally very strong.
the thing between china chinese and singapore chinese playing olympics.
singaporeans dont have the fighting spirit that they have. we dont feel like this is a live or die opportunity. sad to see that reflecting on leejw, but i hope fengtw doesnt turn out having little confidence in herself years from now. great show by the table tennis team, nevertheless.
:D

i turned into a madwoman at table tennis matches.
but.
man you should have seen my face this afternoon. classic.
i swear it could have been the most *omg* expression i have ever had in my lifetime.
i swear.
i was eating my lunch and surfing (the tv) and i landed on the gym all round floor finals.
food was in my mouth and i was chewing halfway and my jaw just dropped open ok. (the food still inside la wont drop so easily one)
really la.
cause i was watching russia.
:O
precisely.
:O
totally.
my whole two forearms of hair stood up after they finished the routine ok.
i was so. :O-ed that all my goosebumps popped up.
im not joking. really
go see go see.
china not bad too
hahaha

another great thing i saw happening on the olympics was isinbaeva jumping 5.05m.
last event that night, on the track.
she missed out on two attempts, then she figured she was mentally unstable and went to hide under her blanket (im serious. blanket) and pray and talk to herself and dno do what. and when she came out she jumped and she cleared leh!!!!!!
wa lao la!
then my dad say next time go shooting must bring tons of blankets for me and all my teammates HAHAHAHA
all cocooning into the blanket if we shoot 95 HAHAHAHA
then we'll come out shooting 100 100 100 and win with 395! ownage HAHAHAH. ok not very own la
ok
i think i shall stop here.
i wanna go eat.
:D
byeeeeeeeee

(my motivation better come soon if not i'll flunk eoys. itd better come like. right now. man. i shall start serious mugging soon. i promise. man. soon. ok la. tmr. TMR LA OK?????? HAPPYYY???? gar.. internal battles are so irritating cause your two personalities keep conflicting. damn.)

(never ever fall in love with people you shouldnt dear. trust me.)

# posted by So Cliché at 6:22 PM

dont keep using death to threaten me everytime.
its a living fear in me, and i dont have to be reminded about it by you.
its been a year..

so many things have been changing
everything has been zipping past me.
so much so that i seem to have forgotten my dreams and aspirations.
other people's expectations of me have evolved into MY expectations of me,
and now i realise i have abandoned my dreams.
simple dreams,
yet they seem so far from my reach.

all i can see is the possibility of freaking out during eoys,
going over and doing more papers,
and just zipping my time away for a "better future".

i dont like to be threatened
and i dont like to be fearful.
i want to feel alive again.
its getting so difficult to just open my mouth and sing while walking over the overhead bridge nowadays. its so irritating to be demotivated.

just because i dont meet expectations does not mean that ive let myself down.

damn.

tmr MUST be a better day. right?
im gonna pull through tonight and wait for tmr.

i wanna see the world.

(btw sidetrack when you attack someone's argument you do not extract out bits that you dont like without referring to the rest of the argument and just attack that bit. youre being nonsensical. also, eat your words back down because you didnt raise any argument of your own to rebutt. ditto!)

# posted by So Cliché at 10:12 PM

=D

my zhaopai smiley for the zhaopai starting of the post.

TISSUE SO LONG NEVER POST.
i feel very dui bu qi to ALL MY ARDENT FANS OUT THERE.
BUT ITS OKAY. TISSUE IS HERE DURING ENGLISH LESSON

and recently tissue's life isnt very exciting.
now my life is almost = trigo.
EVERYDAY. the maths teacher give us REVISION WORK.
and my trigo is officially announced dead on saturday, 16 Aug 1.30pm.
(1.30 pm is cos i wake up at 1pm den start doing work by 1.30am)

-im out of stuff to post-

OH AND KIBUM IS REALLY VERY CUTE.
hahahahahahahaha
OMG. I WAN TO GO FOR ONE LAST TRNING IN NY RANGE.
BUDDEN ITS LIKE A BIT NO TIME FOR A SLACKER LIKE ME.
AND MY GUN+ MY SUIT DUNNO WHERE ALREADY
MUS BE SUFFERING UNDER SOMEONE'S HANDS.
someone inspire me to post pls.
GIVE ME IDEAS.

TERMINATED

# posted by So Cliché at 8:52 AM

currently looping: 孤单心事
coincidences tell me that youre everywhere.
im bored and i dont feel like doing work because my nose is running like craziness
abt the langarts paper today..
ok la so predictable.. i didnt freak out (thankgod) but i wished i had more time for content
ohwells.
did a quiz on quibblo..
it seemed like a crappy quiz.. with a heading "what colour are you" and giving stupid responses for you to tick. but hey i think the results not bad quite zhun4. haha
go try go try
im not black! yay. im green.
lol. its not very fun to be black all the time anw. right?
HAHAHA
where ever i go.
but i rmb last time i took a what colour quiz i was yellow.
hmmmm....

you are green!
You are a "thinker" and often come up with really elaborate solutions and comments although you might not always say them aloud. ( i dont because some conclusions just seem too nasty to be said out loud. but if you catch me in a bad mood, id prolly be very very quiet or complaining alot. haha the latter is when i cannot take it, the person is too much, and the former is when i am super super super angry/emo/frustrated. noone should touch/talk/comfort/do anything to me when im in that mood. hahhahaa but i think zijin and eening know me well enough to know that le. hahahah. jacjac too.)
sometimes i cant feel it.
You have a few close friends and feel appreciated when you're with them..(definitely.. you just dont click with some people right? id rather have 5 very good friends than 10 normal friends.)
Otherwise you’re often shy and don't always feel as it though the people around you know "the real you".. (true. true. sometimes they do, but sometimes they really dont. the latter strongly feels that they know me sometimes. hahaha)
There is a great amount of brain activity going on in your head, pretty much all the time, and sometimes you can find yourself slipping away into your own world or into deep thought..(on the bus? hmmm. ki lessons!)
You are either very deep or you think you are.(i think im the latter. but once you convince yourself that you are, you will become. unconsciously. HAHAHHA. whats so difficult about thinking? helps you see through ppl better..right?)
You don't have alot of interests but the ones you have you're really into or really good at =)..(really into, not really good. im too lazy to go learn from scratch.hahaha. especially when im in love with high skill stuffies/high maintenance/huge amount $$$$ de. bam it just kills the interest. i swear im gonna learn it before i die though. classic procrastinator. HAH)
You have no problem being alone and feel you have your real strength inside yourself. (no problem being alone but id rather someone to be beside me lying on a grass field and looking at the stars. ok la grass dirty. i dont mind the floor of a nice building..just. quiet dont talk. wow..i need to do that by the end of this year.) (sometimes it gets hard to believe in yourself and have faith in your inner strength.. but i guess thats where alot of thinking can help you! right? yeah i think its like that)
but youre always there. just invisible. quiet. non disruptive.
You tend to get along with nature well. (?! i dont, really. i hate mynahs(flying into my house and hopping all over my room), i hate those beetles who fly into the room and bang into everything without knowing or stopping. i cant catch them and they'll fly above/around/into me. im fine with lizards though. ive been living beside one in class for like 4 weeks now? HAHAHA. every morning wake up make that lizard sound and scare the class. hehehe i'm fine with it unless it climbs into my bag or something)
its silent strength.
Numbers: I'm guessing you don't have special numbers but if you do, maybe 1, 5, 16 or similar
(233, 17, 5. 5 was my fav from young, 17 is my birthday, 233 is a special number. so its prolly 5. quite zhun4. :D)

im done with the survey and time is up..youre still not online.
ah so much for my bet
i never expected you to tag behind for so long..
im sorry.
i dont talk to you much, from the start till now.
but..
*edits* i just found out youre appearing offline. haha.
its just that sometimes i just dont get.

# posted by So Cliché at 10:12 PM

eh zijin i just read!!!!
HAHAHAHAH
okok i get what you were talking on thursday le!!!!!!!
theyre gonna regret. ;DDDD
regret!

yay. thats what YOU get ok. retribution. RETRIBUTION!!!

was watching the olympics opening ceremony
its was just awesome ok..
jawdropping.
the best parts gotta be the 29 footprint fireworks, the bigbigbigbigbig earth with flying people around it, AND THE BIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG OLYMPIC TORCH. ok maybe its not big its HUGE . so huge that theres an extra space for it before the fullstop. :D li ning had one very classic moment running towards the torch there. definitely.
i woke up today to watch the olympics shooting events, but as usual, the damn channel wont show it. =.=
seriously i dont see the point in having about 4 different channels on the olympics when you are broadcasting the same footage =.=
so i went to do work (dno why teachers bombed us this week. seriously. its just one bomb of shit[cancels] hw that landed on our tables.)
then somehow my dad got the results. HAHAHA
duli lost, katerina emmons won (shes pro go see her finals from one of the previous games before the olympics on youtube. ownage)
somehow i think chinese are going crazy with wanting to grab on to any gold medal they can see.
theres no point giving your atheletes so much pressure man.
it'll backfire. sians
i pity them
ohwells =/

eoys are coming up, major mugging will start veryveryverysoon after i clear this pile of work
=[
looking at the list of topics for physics and maths is enough to drive you crazy.
bio is like memorising the whole textbook. the whole frigging tb.
for what?
zzz

tuesday still got expo writing. my last chance to try and squeeze out quality writing in 1h (i dno why i cannot think of anything good to write in one hour and on one piece of blank paper. =[ )

the last run in my ny life. thankgod. haha
i bet if i screw this my parents will be biting my heads off. of course they'll say dont stress dont stress when you look so frugging stressed right. but if you dont perform you dont perform and your head will roll off and blablablabla. classic parents.

on a happy note, ive drawn up a list of what i want to get after eoys. to motivate me to study and save dollars during this period. ahahaha. looking back some of these items have been on the list for god knows how long. and i havent gotten it yet! : O like that fourskin necklace i saw FOUR TIMES and still thought of whether it was worth the buy. in the end it got on my list. FINALLY got on my list. theres that thought of cancelling it off though. =[
the converse or multiple o shoes are coming to me though. FIRST THING IM GONNA BUY.
its why im sewing my northstar shoes like crazy. waste 20bucks to buy new ones for two months. seriously. nowadays i see MANY MANY PAIRS OF NORTHSTAR SHOES FALLING APART JUST LIKE MINE OK? the quality is turning super lan4. not worth my twenty bucks anymore. i saw three pairs in a week whose canvas was becoming like mine.
tearing apart from the base. stupid tou gong jian liao-ers.
still havent made up my mind on converse or multiple o. baaaah
two months to think about it. HAHA

hahaha
ive got to do MAJOR SAVING. man.
that wishlist is not long but its gonna blast a hole man.
ohhhh man. sweet sixteen. must be memorable
HAHAHA
i think i'll buybuybuy then collect then put on my bed and take a picture of everything i bought after the last eoys in ny. HAHAHA sounds so crazy. and i'll be so proud of it.
YAYYYYY
major retail therapy

im also thinking of eoy activities too!
like chalet during the marking days.
HAHAH
or one group of us just book one hotel room and crash it like crazy.
HAHAHAHAHAHA
whee then can shop in orchard and then stay in hotel. LOL
ok quite waste money

i hope eoys passes fast. =[
obviously it wont right? but last eoys just seemed like last month...
ohwells.
i should endure the long papers. 5hours of math. 4hours of chinese. i bet its 2half hours of each science? 2hours of ih.. 3hours?of langarts. about there.. pfft.

one of my favourite songs ;_;

我知道伤心不能改变什么
那么让我诚实一点
诚实难免有不能控制的宣泄
只要关上了门不必理谁

# 一个人坐在空荡包厢里面
手机让它休息一夜
难像切歌切掉回忆的画面
眼泪不能不能流过十二点

* 生日快乐我对自己说
蜡烛点了寂寞亮了
生日快乐泪也融了
我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切

@ 还爱你带一点恨
还要时间才能平衡
热恋伤痕幻灭重生
祝我生日快乐

# posted by So Cliché at 6:04 PM

the joke christopher was telling his dad chris in the pursuit of happyness:
"dad dad lemme tell you a joke!"
"one day there was a man who was drowning in the sea. a boat came by and asked" do you need any help?" and the man said "no thanks god will save me". time went by and another boat came over and asked the man "do you need any help?" the man said "no thanks god will save me". in the end the man drowned and he went to heaven. when he saw god he asked god "god why did you save me?" and god said "i saved you you dummy. i gave you two boats!" hahahahahaha"

i can imagine MY joke.
"dad dad lemme tell you a joke!"
"one day i was trying to squeeze out a day for my last training. an opportunity came by and asked me "do you wanna do it today" and i said " no thank you god will gimme another day". and then on another day i managed to squeeze time out and opportunity asked me"do you wanna do it today?" and i said "no god will gimme another day". friday i went w/ my training clothes and all and i went there and something just told me not to shoot. in the end i didnt shoot because i felt that i couldnt be so unlucky that weapon conveyance on monday is on just that jinny dont rmb anything about weapon conveyance so she told me no weapon conveyance and i also thought no weapon conveyance. and tadah i went home with my universal jacket. and today i find out that weapon conveyance is tmr and i ask god"why didnt you give me another opportunity". and god is gonna say "i did you dummy! i gave you friday!"
laugh at me cmon. hahahahahaha

OMG LA..................
=[
this is so screwed.

i just thought that friday was too sad for training and thought i could go back tmr.
why does weapon conveyance have to be tmr!!!!!!!!!
if i had crossed the road earlier, and the poor sparrow had not died and gotten run over another time right in front of me. if i had not continued walking and suddenly look up to see a feather flying right on top of my head. if i had not seen the most recent stone go mia at the pond, and if i had not seen some random shooters mum who asked me if i was gonna train -instinctively i just said no without thinking- I WOULD HAVE TRAINED!!!

damn it. la. srsly whats wrong with me.
and i found out weapon conveyance is tmr, at 7pm, when safra is closed.
noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

damnit.

GODDAMNIT.
i shall not take things for granted again.

# posted by So Cliché at 7:09 PM

since zijin is not online.. i shall blog

i mentally hug you k.. =)
much more comforting than having a stick hugging you. hehe!
but stick got warmth also so i'll hug you tmr too.
life gets very shitty sometimes but just hang in there k
when its shit its very shitty. its murphys law.
haha.
but i just wanted to tell you.. 物極必反!

everyone's beside you, just that theyre invisible.
so you dont need to feel like you are suffering alone
muachee just wanted to tell you that she will always support you and be there for you and love you.
;_;
life is shitty.
but i hope this post can make you feel better..
-hugs super tightly-

dont know what to say le eh.
very difficult to find things to say because i know the situation is quite very shitty..
but i hope its enough to give you that little itsy bitsy bit of strength.
like like.
if you hanging on the cliff with two hands on the cliff only then you try try try then cannot get up then you suddenly got that itsy bitsy little bit of strength and you managed to zoop up and not fall down! ;D yah that type of strength.

love ya dear.
your dog loves you too.

# posted by So Cliché at 1:08 PM

i rmb i said i get headaches when i see black emo posts by mua
and now i shall do it too.
someone tell me wad can i do
i really cant take it anymore
they can basically fight over everything on earth
money, woman, privacy, trust
they can even fight over the china olympics like wow
and by fight i really literally mean it as fight.
it jus get more and more violent each time
wad can i do to help.
wad should i do to help.
im sure they r both tired
so am i.
should i even help.
will helping make both of them happier.
or should i jus sit there watch them split.
happy ending for everyone
and now shes moving out
she says once she settle down she will fetch me over
maybe its today.
maybe its tmr.
i will wait.
or maybe suddenly he will cool down.
and decide to leave us alone for quite some time
so at least for the nxt few weeks we can have some peace at home
which is how we have been living for the past dunno how long.
hes really a jerk.
lightning strike me for all u wan.
and shes really dumb.
add together and poof it became coco crunch.
but wadever happens
i will always stand beside her.
zijin can be very strong when she needs to be.
mentally hug me pls..those who cares
i will feel it (: thnx

# posted by So Cliché at 9:39 AM

TISSUE IS HERE TO SMILE.
=D
hahahahahahahahahahaha
WHEEEEEEEEEEEE~

TERMINATED

# posted by So Cliché at 3:56 PM