since zijin is not online.. i shall blogi mentally hug you k.. =)much more comforting than having a stick hugging you. hehe!but stick got warmth also so i'll hug you tmr too.life gets very shitty sometimes but just hang in there kwhen its shit its very shitty. its murphys law.haha.but i just wanted to tell you.. 物極必反!everyone's beside you, just that theyre invisible.so you dont need to feel like you are suffering alonemuachee just wanted to tell you that she will always support you and be there for you and love you.;_;life is shitty.but i hope this post can make you feel better..-hugs super tightly- dont know what to say le eh.very difficult to find things to say because i know the situation is quite very shitty..but i hope its enough to give you that little itsy bitsy bit of strength. like like.if you hanging on the cliff with two hands on the cliff only then you try try try then cannot get up then you suddenly got that itsy bitsy little bit of strength and you managed to zoop up and not fall down! ;D yah that type of strength.love ya dear.your dog loves you too.