dont keep using death to threaten me everytime.its a living fear in me, and i dont have to be reminded about it by you.its been a year..so many things have been changingeverything has been zipping past me.so much so that i seem to have forgotten my dreams and aspirations.other people's expectations of me have evolved into MY expectations of me, and now i realise i have abandoned my dreams.simple dreams, yet they seem so far from my reach.all i can see is the possibility of freaking out during eoys,going over and doing more papers,and just zipping my time away for a "better future".i dont like to be threatenedand i dont like to be fearful.i want to feel alive again.its getting so difficult to just open my mouth and sing while walking over the overhead bridge nowadays. its so irritating to be demotivated.just because i dont meet expectations does not mean that ive let myself down.damn. tmr MUST be a better day. right?im gonna pull through tonight and wait for tmr.i wanna see the world.(btw sidetrack when you attack someone's argument you do not extract out bits that you dont like without referring to the rest of the argument and just attack that bit. youre being nonsensical. also, eat your words back down because you didnt raise any argument of your own to rebutt. ditto!)
