It's a long long journey

Till I know where I'm supposed to be

It's a long long journey

And I don't know if can believe

When shadows fall and block my eyes

I am lost and know that I must hide

It's a long long journey

Till I find my way home to you

recently..i have been dreaming so much
i wonder.
how many different variations of the same dream i can have.
how much happiness i can feel. then pain after waking up.

Many days I've spent drifting on
Through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
wondering how to make me strong

it gets lonely.
but i guess everyone feels it.
it gets difficult and its when you feel like noones there.

Sometimes it feels no one understand
I don't even know why I do the things I do

and im all alone in the room.
fighting against time. against despair. against failure.
and youre surrounded.

It feels like everthing is out to make me lose control

It's a long long journey

Till i find my way home to you

if only ahma and ling were here. im sure it wouldnt half as bad.

; the pain just wont go away. with your shadow lingering.

everywhere i go.

damn.

till i find my way home..to you.