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AH HA! (:
tissue just went to cut hair after much deliberation
cos if i cut jus before school reopen den it gets freaking screwed
i will have no chance to do sth about it
AND SO I MUSTERED UP COURAGE TO GO CUT.
omg and i think my fringe is screwed
guosheng we should create a 'screwed fringe group' on facebook
oh and tissue jus got a son!
hahahahaha jinny got brother already~
i shall make mummeh my bang3 yang4 and expand the family tree

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# posted by So Cliché at 7:16 PM

tissue is not in a very good mood now
though i jus finished dinner
like no its not because monthlyshoot will be pressurising since im shooting behind carol
and no its not cos its the first detail den i have to wake up earlyearly tmr morn.
its more of tis specific asshole.
im so sorry im typing the word out.
jus pretend its some biological term

certain ppl jus wont fail to irritate me.
in fact the certain person is freaking good at it
some hidden talent or sth
to the certain person
if u think u r the one im toking about right now
dun come around on msn and ask me IS TAT PERSON U TOKING ON SOCLICHE ME?!
i dun like to flame ppl face to face

to tat certain big ass out there
pls shut ur fucking mouth up
im sorry i have to use tat word. its the most apt description
jus treat is as some technological term describing human reproduction activity
i dun really understand wads going on in ur mind
in fact i dun bother to
but pls fking realise the fact tat u r no one impt at all
fking stop trying to influence ppl and behaving like u r some nice person encouraging ppl
what the hell do u noe about whats happening internally inside ny
and who the blardie hell do u think u r benefitting in the process
having a big butt doesnt give u the right to poke ur ass into every business

personally i think i have been nice enough to ppl around me
and its not like so easy to get on my nerves
but maybe u can be proud of the fact tat u r stomping on my nerves already
stop pretending tat u love and care for everyone around u
maybe u do. but ur way of expressing things is jus out of the world man.
going around saying I LOVE U to girls
like hello im so sorry u made such a lovely sweet sentence into sth foul smelling.
wad the hell do u think u r trying to do man?
flirting around? expressing ur love and concern for ppl?
oh den let me tell u
judging from ur face to ur toes, nth gave u the position to
pls noe where u r standing. i think tats the most impt thing for u right now
noe who u r and noe how the fk ur actions/words can bring upon negative impacts one way or another to other ppl
oh and just another word of advice
when u realise ppl r irritated with u. pls be smart and stay away
stop bugging incessantly because tat will onli make ppl explode sooner

gah i really dun like to flame ppl.
but im so sorry tat i did it today
by right tmr i will still face u
pretend nth happen and smile tok laugh along.
but i wan u to be aware tat hello i dun feel like ren3-ing anymore
u r not worth it.

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# posted by So Cliché at 10:13 PM

MERRY XMAS BABES!!!!
=]

HAPPY PARTYING~
i wanna go party with you guys.. =[
see yall in <1>

in case i dont get the comp or the internet again..
just wanted to tell everyone to JIAYOU FOR MONTHLIES!
=]]]
i guessed weve all trained damn frigging hard this hols so try your best k!
hhaha
last comp of the year!
jiayoujiayou!
best of luck k! i'll be rahrahing you guys from brunei

i miss you guys alot..
=[

sleep tight!

laopo jiayou =] big hugs! you always have half of me beside you rmb hahaha
<33>

# posted by So Cliché at 12:07 AM

AHAHHAHA tissue is so going to gg
(somehow realise tat gg sounds very cute and convenient to use)
anyway i haven write my zongjie yet!
was thinking of recording it down in some voice recorder thing
so i dun need to type out the super long essay and worry for cuo bie zi
last week was totally like BUSY.
but so far its like the nicestest week during tis holiday
okay everything was nice except for the mock comp

oh and jus now was bloghopping and i saw edgar's blog
HAHAHAHA THERES TIS WHOLE CHECKLIST
and its like things that ppl can be afraid of
GAH I HAVE LIKE 27 OR 28
If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
so i think im like extremely paranoid
and its time i should get a bit of counselling
><

anyway for the past few days there r 2 statements which is like OMG SO CUTE.
so the first one is hongchan's and its sth like
oh chink is a satay stick, den if he go ns and put on weight (长肉)
he becomes a satay.
and the other one is by shiing
i dun really remember how she came to tat but its sth like
bulldogs are forever so grumpy looking. i bet they don't smile at all.
unless u starve them for 10 days den u put food in front of them.

kay i really dunno wad to post.
tissue is still very worried about her zongjie.

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# posted by So Cliché at 2:10 PM

ok the past two days have been very eventful =]
i just realised that i spent my whole holidays with shooters shooters and noone but shooters
there was the hcclubchalet, bolt movie outing, one more movie outing [i forgot what], lots of poolside lunches, outings with the nyshooters, partyworlding, mass bridging, and etcetcetc. lol my life will be damn boring without them.

for ytd, thank you guys from the bottomest bottom of my heart =]
ky ew xx for the bearbear, ky for the card, zj for the ONEHALFPAGE LETTER haha im so proud of you and the trophy HAHA im also very proud of this present, ryo james wesley edgar and the rest for just being there, chink for the idiots mug turtle and the letter [i love letters from chink.], gs for the cards handsanitizer and the rest, the whole bunch of ppl for the cake, jinnyreginejianing for the cookiemonster and nail polish~, tc for the stars and card, the whole bunch who made me so high and happy in partyworld, and those who came out to support chink's farewell party which was so last minute.

as zj had said today, being in the middle of nowhere [graduate from ny but not officially in hc] helps put things in perpectives that you have never seen before
and ever since i entered training in hc, my whole world opened up alot, and is still opening up.
im still trying to find an answer to "do you have a passion for shooting?" because this question has been increasingly difficult to answer. you cant say yes as easy as you can when youre in sec two cause things change, but yet you know you feel for shooting, so there. hahaha gimme a little bit more time =]

ive always appreciated the friends and juniors and seniors that shooting has given me, but whoa. going to hcrange makes me appreciate shooters even more.
theres the shit time everyone goes through, and you can get through it cause you know youre not the only one spamming nines in the range. and theres the happy, not in the range times where we can laugh very loudly -and unglamly omg no image no image but its ok cause i dont think they'll even bother about you being unglam- and have alot of fun..
im really appreciative now
hahahhaha i just had the best two days of my life la. last night i went to bed thinking of how happy and xingfu i was instead of planning what to do for mockcomp today omg i only started preparing this morning =[ badgirl. and i think im going to go to bed tonight thinking of all my wonderful and fullofburstingpotential nyjuniors who have a long and bright future in front of them.

going through different extremes of heaven and hell this holidays has made me more mature -iguess- and i dont think i'll be able to shoot alone without any hc shooters around me anymore.
can you imagine.
suddenly there's nomore yi zhen feng from zj's incessant deep sighing, no more ultraconcentration auras from xinxi, burping/coughing/funny noises from wesley, crazy bursts of ultrahighness or heartwarming hugs from ky, or bouncing around from fastshooters wesley tc zj and ryo. oh and coach's talking/nagging/coaching/scolding while shooting.
it'll be so weird!

the next two weeks will be spent in brunei and im freaking sure i'll miss a whole bunch of you
miss me k laopo!
hahhahaha
i wont be around for december monthly, but wish you guys all the best from brunei
be strong laopo and xinxi, and best of luck to the cdiv, bdiv, adiv guys and adiv girls.
once again, thank you guys for all that youve done [nyshooters dont worry if it was a mini farewell it was great recapping our four years, and you guys cried with zj! haha it was real touching~ ohmygod laopo we really tong gan gong ku. hope we inspire our juniors.]

shiing loves.

# posted by So Cliché at 8:10 PM

taymua is getting horribler and terribbler.
DO U HAVE TO LIKE MAKE IT SO BIGBIG
like. i noe i owe u pictures?!
FINE.
i send u later when i got the time
HAHAHAHAHAHA taymua u noe wad tat means (:

so obviously while everyone is having fun zihighing
tissue rushed home to get scolded
HAHAHA i sound like im so looking forward to the scolding session
till now my voice still a bit gone
i think i can go partyworld and sing ahdu's song today
他一定很爱你也把我比下去~~~~~
ai ni is bold and extra large to emphasize on the fact tat im screaming tat part of lyrics
yeah screaming not singing.

ahhhh and yes engway can sing too!
HAHAHA at first when shiing and i zihigh he looked at us with the =D face
like totally irritating expression
come to think of it...which expression of his is not irritating
and so at last he decided to solo some songs
den shiing and i were desperately trying to keep up
cos its like a bit loowwwwwww
THE FUNNIEST PART IS LIKE WHEN WE SING THE.
ai de zhu xuan lu
TAT SONG TOTALLY CLASSIC LAR CAN
perfect for off-pitch/off-tune/off-beat
so shiing and engway were desperately trying to sing
and we kind of laughed like crazy throughout the whole song
HAAHAHAHA should try again nxt time

after the partyworld incident (!!??!?)
engway should be more confident in tissue's singing career
HAHAAHAHHA
like i can totally sing more gui huas
GAH.
i think im hungry
go cook pao mian~!!!!

oh oh and i think i noe where jianing's rumour came from already
AHAHAHAHHAHAHA

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# posted by So Cliché at 4:56 PM

after a hell of a week with super ups and super downs..
i finally conclude that....
having friends you can count on is super super super super super worth treasuring. [lesson of the week.]
well there was prom, chalet.. bolt.. and partyworld
which was all a hell lot of fun.
:D:D:D
but between bolt and partyworld was filled with shitty incidents that were so crappy that i almost felt like running away and eloping.
geez.
it hurts when so many events from the past keeps haunting you like some rubbish serial killer who is not out to kill you but instead out to torture you.
with that sinister laughter and all. =[
a pissed off thursday night-in which i didnt start the pissing, i was the muted rubbish bin again as usual- led to a pissed off nightmare which ended with me waking up late for training which led to a pissed off training and a pissed off mock comp where i got so pissed with shooting 9s and an 8 that i exploded and got so pissed i shot 50 for the last five shots.
well but most of the pissed off times ytd were substituted with silence and anti-socialism. except the last five shots. i was so pissed at that point i swear the poor target button felt alot of pain when i slammed my hand on it. HAHAHAHA do not. get pissed when youre shooting. must control. not like me =.= failed.
then a hug from ky made it a whole lot better, and seeing toothpick also made it a whole lot better cause he's a very nice person, and seeing seniors will make me a whole lot happier. and then eating lunch was happy too, since i was so pissed from training. partyworld was ultimate highness cause you can scream everything off your lungs and you end up feeling so relieved. and exhausted hahaha. after partyworld was yu pian mi fen, which made my day even more! then there was photohunting and bridging with a great deal of high ppl. i bet all of us there were on a high, considering that they watched bolt and we went to partyworld. so you have xm, xx, ky, me, ew, and tc jumping and bouncing around the photohunt machine making even more noise than all the bowlers combined.
and my day got better.
today theyre off to malaysia so noone's gonna treat me like a rubbish bin for two or three more days, and there will be ultra peaceness in the house.
great! =] and.. i want to go shopping.

thanks alot to all those who made an effort to make me happier =]
ew and ky for trying to make me smile along with them. zj for occasionally looking over to check on me -yes im aware- tc for telling me not to emo xx for leaving me alone toothpick for appearing wensong for acting retarded jac for being worried and all those who cared.

i feel alot better =]

on a sidenote..
closed off from love, i didnt need the pain
once or twice was enough, and it was all in vain.
time starts to pass, before you know it youre frozen.

zj you owe me pictures~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

# posted by So Cliché at 3:16 PM