ok the past two days have been very eventful =]i just realised that i spent my whole holidays with shooters shooters and noone but shootersthere was the hcclubchalet, bolt movie outing, one more movie outing [i forgot what], lots of poolside lunches, outings with the nyshooters, partyworlding, mass bridging, and etcetcetc. lol my life will be damn boring without them.for ytd, thank you guys from the bottomest bottom of my heart =]ky ew xx for the bearbear, ky for the card, zj for the ONEHALFPAGE LETTER haha im so proud of you and the trophy HAHA im also very proud of this present, ryo james wesley edgar and the rest for just being there, chink for the idiots mug turtle and the letter [i love letters from chink.], gs for the cards handsanitizer and the rest, the whole bunch of ppl for the cake, jinnyreginejianing for the cookiemonster and nail polish~, tc for the stars and card, the whole bunch who made me so high and happy in partyworld, and those who came out to support chink's farewell party which was so last minute.as zj had said today, being in the middle of nowhere [graduate from ny but not officially in hc] helps put things in perpectives that you have never seen beforeand ever since i entered training in hc, my whole world opened up alot, and is still opening up.im still trying to find an answer to "do you have a passion for shooting?" because this question has been increasingly difficult to answer. you cant say yes as easy as you can when youre in sec two cause things change, but yet you know you feel for shooting, so there. hahaha gimme a little bit more time =]ive always appreciated the friends and juniors and seniors that shooting has given me, but whoa. going to hcrange makes me appreciate shooters even more.theres the shit time everyone goes through, and you can get through it cause you know youre not the only one spamming nines in the range. and theres the happy, not in the range times where we can laugh very loudly -and unglamly omg no image no image but its ok cause i dont think they'll even bother about you being unglam- and have alot of fun..im really appreciative nowhahahhaha i just had the best two days of my life la. last night i went to bed thinking of how happy and xingfu i was instead of planning what to do for mockcomp today omg i only started preparing this morning =[ badgirl. and i think im going to go to bed tonight thinking of all my wonderful and fullofburstingpotential nyjuniors who have a long and bright future in front of them.going through different extremes of heaven and hell this holidays has made me more mature -iguess- and i dont think i'll be able to shoot alone without any hc shooters around me anymore.can you imagine.suddenly there's nomore yi zhen feng from zj's incessant deep sighing, no more ultraconcentration auras from xinxi, burping/coughing/funny noises from wesley, crazy bursts of ultrahighness or heartwarming hugs from ky, or bouncing around from fastshooters wesley tc zj and ryo. oh and coach's talking/nagging/coaching/scolding while shooting.it'll be so weird!the next two weeks will be spent in brunei and im freaking sure i'll miss a whole bunch of youmiss me k laopo!hahhahahai wont be around for december monthly, but wish you guys all the best from bruneibe strong laopo and xinxi, and best of luck to the cdiv, bdiv, adiv guys and adiv girls.once again, thank you guys for all that youve done [nyshooters dont worry if it was a mini farewell it was great recapping our four years, and you guys cried with zj! haha it was real touching~ ohmygod laopo we really tong gan gong ku. hope we inspire our juniors.]shiing loves.
