after a hell of a week with super ups and super downs..i finally conclude that....having friends you can count on is super super super super super worth treasuring. [lesson of the week.]well there was prom, chalet.. bolt.. and partyworldwhich was all a hell lot of fun.:D:D:Dbut between bolt and partyworld was filled with shitty incidents that were so crappy that i almost felt like running away and eloping.geez.it hurts when so many events from the past keeps haunting you like some rubbish serial killer who is not out to kill you but instead out to torture you.with that sinister laughter and all. =[a pissed off thursday night-in which i didnt start the pissing, i was the muted rubbish bin again as usual- led to a pissed off nightmare which ended with me waking up late for training which led to a pissed off training and a pissed off mock comp where i got so pissed with shooting 9s and an 8 that i exploded and got so pissed i shot 50 for the last five shots. well but most of the pissed off times ytd were substituted with silence and anti-socialism. except the last five shots. i was so pissed at that point i swear the poor target button felt alot of pain when i slammed my hand on it. HAHAHAHA do not. get pissed when youre shooting. must control. not like me =.= failed.then a hug from ky made it a whole lot better, and seeing toothpick also made it a whole lot better cause he's a very nice person, and seeing seniors will make me a whole lot happier. and then eating lunch was happy too, since i was so pissed from training. partyworld was ultimate highness cause you can scream everything off your lungs and you end up feeling so relieved. and exhausted hahaha. after partyworld was yu pian mi fen, which made my day even more! then there was photohunting and bridging with a great deal of high ppl. i bet all of us there were on a high, considering that they watched bolt and we went to partyworld. so you have xm, xx, ky, me, ew, and tc jumping and bouncing around the photohunt machine making even more noise than all the bowlers combined.and my day got better. today theyre off to malaysia so noone's gonna treat me like a rubbish bin for two or three more days, and there will be ultra peaceness in the house.great! =] and.. i want to go shopping.thanks alot to all those who made an effort to make me happier =]ew and ky for trying to make me smile along with them. zj for occasionally looking over to check on me -yes im aware- tc for telling me not to emo xx for leaving me alone toothpick for appearing wensong for acting retarded jac for being worried and all those who cared.i feel alot better =]on a sidenote..closed off from love, i didnt need the painonce or twice was enough, and it was all in vain.time starts to pass, before you know it youre frozen.zj you owe me pictures~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
