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oh my.
oh my oh my oh my~
so long no vist blogger i almost forgot the password
HAHAHAHAHA WAD A LOSER
but i dun care.

something cool to share!!
i went for a checkup for my heart probs
AND GUESS WAD.
i have 3 holes in my heart!!
DAM COOL LAR OMG
can u imagine~
some ppl got 1 hole
i got 3~
tra la la la
and im alive!!

the china class was so fantastic
they treat us like dunnowad
i dun think they will receive tat kind of treatment in singapore or sth
hahahahahaha got a guy in my class dam funny
wad he does sooooo dun match with his face
so somehow i think he like an exclassmate of his
but the girl is like -wadeva-
so he tried to express himself
he wrote a love letter and bought a super ex fountain pen.
but the girl returned it
and said sth dam nasty (according to my buddy)
so the guy dam hurt/depressed/sad
he go and commit suicide in his classroom by jumping down
AND THEIR CLASSROOM IS LIKE ON THE 2ND FLOOR
wtf is he doing
so the story ends with him walking back up and kena detention from teacher
tat particular guy sits right in front of me

WHICH LINKS ME TO THE NEXT TOPIC
the guys in my class takes up 41/51 in my class
meaning 41 guys 10 girls
den all the guys dam tall lar can
and girls r not allowed to have long hair
they r so amazed tat we can have long hair and wear skirts for uniform
so deprived =.-
so i was sitted at the backest-back of the class
ppl in front of me r all those super tall ones
the one in front of me (the commit suicide one) was 189
and one in front of him was 192
and even in front was another guy 187
eh wth wad u expect me to see
got one time their history teacher came in
dam short
i mean. petite =.-
i din even noe she came in until everybody stood up to greet
i was like.. wherewherewhere~
i onli saw her after everyone but me sat down
crazy ppl growing like bamboos
and the first day in the class i look around
i tot i was in a boys' school
dotdot.

and the china ppl feed us like pigs
prepare so much food
breakfast at 7
lunch at 12
dinner at 5
den after tat go back hostel dunno do wad
outside dam dark already but look at watch
WALAO SO EARLY
and thats how the gambling den came along
=D
everyone gathers in my room/ minmin's room
(erm its the same room anyway)
and play bridge
we have 8 ppl usually every night
jus nice for 2 groups
and even more jus nice i brought 2 packs of cards!
so smart.
so we will watch tis 10 oclock show while gambling
until 12 like tat den go back to our own room
and i invented a special -toktoktok tok- knock
onli the 8~9 of us noe
and we will knock using tat code so tat we noe its one of us
if later got someone anyhow knock we will noe its our teacher
u understand~ =D

oh and the room we use is a single room
as in for 1 person to sleep in
but y isit tat jiamin shares a room with me!?
actually its jiamin's room and i go over to bully her
NO LAR TATS NOT THE TRUTH
on a nice bright day
jiamin choked her own toilet bowl
okay the toilets there choke veri easily
and so jiamin came to my room the next day to use toilet
by saying use toilet i mean big business
and so u nfortunately she choked my toilet as well
WAD HAVE U BEEN EATING OMFG
so soon the room was quite smelly
can be smelt along the corridor
and so we tried to save one of the toilets
soon her own toilet can flush already
and like duh tissue refuses to live in her own room
so we squeeze on a single bed
hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha yay!!

den got one time while eating breakfast
qianwen was toking to cassy
qianwen: eh u have been sleeping in the same room with me for so many days
cassy: i noe.
qianwen: i will bear full responsibility!!

den jiamin and i butt in.
tissue: eh laopo. we have been sleeping on the same bed/pillow/blanket for so many days
jiamin: ><
tissue: dun worry i will bear full responsibility as well!!
yay! =D
den cos of the tremendous weight our bed have to bear every night
like 8 ppl ...
it soon erm. game over
half spoilt lar
so qianwen was like talking to me and jiamin
qianwen: wah the bed a bit cannot make it already ar?
jiamin: ya
qianwen: oh my wad have u been doing on tis bed with zijin
tissue: haahhahaha oops too 激烈 already

OMG OMG OMG OMG
i cant believe i said tat.

anyway during the homestay period
i was badly tortured every night
-sounds sick-
but no its not R21 stuff
i share a bed with my buddy
and before tat she told me about her shadowless-kick already
she said sth about pulling all the blanket to her side and kiking around
so i was like OH ITS OKAY I DO TAT TOO
the next morning i woke up i was half on the floor
neck dam pain
dare to kik me to the floor
den the mum came in
omg wad r u doing on the floor
den i stone at her
and in the meantime my buddy woke up
obviously looking around for me
shes quite shocked to see me on the floor
hmm..
and so i got 2 big blueblacks
@$%#&%@#

my buddy also got a lot of laopo
den one day she was asking me if i wan to be her laopo
i think she got 10 laopos
and i told her im already married to 4
wah she dam happy can
soon i realise y
cos if we 2 r laopo den she will be like buy 1 get 4 free
but i realise i should be happier cos im buy 1 get 10 free
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
nvm =.-

okay i think i typed quite a lot already
shall blog again if i think of anything to share
congrats to the seagames ppl ~
and er. jiayou to everyone!!

TERMINATED

# posted by So Cliché at 2:01 PM

CONGRATS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! x)
i dont know why im so happy about it but i am anw.
ohwells.
congrats!

dont say i didnt warn you.

ithinkthatpplonearthdeservetobehatedbecauseweallsuck.ifiwasmeanttobebornasadifferentperson
icantdenytheprivilege.buttheworlddeservesmygreatestdisgust.imnotsureifiwillevencontinuebelievingwhenigrowup.
becauseiftheyreallydidexist,theywouldntputinnocentppltopainandharm,anduselessppltofortune.
lifeisworthcontinuingcauseigotthechancetogettoearth,andstorieslikethoseiveheardinspiremetocarryon.
butifeventhepplaredisgusting,horriblemonsters,idratherwalktheroadalone.iwontletthislifegetwastedonme.
butigiveuponhumanity.peoplejustleavemedisappointedtimeandagain,andonedayiwillgetblindedandlosemyabilitytoseethebestinthem.
imlosingsight.

# posted by So Cliché at 8:54 PM

super happy
i love watching contender and contender 2. even if id watched it before. HAHA
their fighting is superb~
not to say i admire some of them character wise.
ohwells haha
something to look forward to every afternoon~
yayyyy
<3333>
and cmon. how long has it been since i last saw sergio fight.
last year~~ =[[
hahaha

okay stop.

im super happy too!
korkor coming back tmr.
HAHAHAHA
ok its something to be happy, and sad about.
see if he comes back.
there goes my comp, food, mini tv, dvd player, ps2 and continue~
but if he comes back! at least i can see his face and make sure he is still alive and kicking.
you know.. i got humanity one lor
=]]
hehehe
ok im super high~
so.
ive to put back the dvds i sneaked from him, take out my ps2 disc, put everything back where it is before he finds out!
ahhaha
kkz im super high i admit.

well pretty dumbfounded over my training results.
super wen3 when i dryfire and then it goes bonkers after i shoot what. 20shots?
i think its my brain lor
cause tuesday i was shaking super badly
then when jiao lian come stand behind me.
i suddenly super super super wen3.
too scared le :S
good thing though haha.
i hafta be more concentrated and self motivated...
zzz
jiayou me.
jiayou back.
jiayou left hand.

DARLING! go away on sunday for so long..
SMACK
wuzan.. dont mia le la hor. shall try contacting you later.
if still no response i will go bang on your house door de hor. seriously.

im bored!
apart from the ghastly homework pile i have.
i seriously have nothing much to do.
i dont plan my holidays like ppl do k
cause i miraculously lose the paper after exams.
laaaaaaaaa
nothing to blog too.
just super bu shuang with myself for shooting craps.
jiayou me later.
go go go.
zzz

bye

terminated
stillangrywithhowtheworldtreatsher.stillangry.veryangry.

# posted by So Cliché at 2:01 PM

AHHHHHHHHH
cannot dont blog today
BECAUSE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

ITS YAN YA LUN'S BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
22years ago he was born!!!!!!!!!

YAYNESS!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

WAHAHAHAHAH YAY!!!!!!!!

# posted by So Cliché at 10:01 PM

we are back~~~~~
hmm.
had alot of fun in shenyang, esp with such nice hosts.
my buddy's parents right. one is supreme court judge one is middle court judge. super scary.
i love my trip there!
i hate the time located for sui ban shang ke.
they should have cancelled all the wenhua lessons for sui ban shang ke.
cause i fell in love with 0562!
haha i actl fell in love with a class.
it reminded me of primary school!
boys and girls mix then alot of noise one.
much btr than no noise in ahem school.
the ppl there are really nice!
although we only went twice for sui ban shang ke, on the last day they sang for us!
lets see. there was the englishsong(bsb,blue,nsynctypeofsong)singer. looks like mix btw angmoh and chinese. nice voice though it was very funny when he went super high.. but he made it to the note okay~ah~.there was the guy who wanted to sing a song by guangliang called something fenli but the song got prob so cannot sing that song. pity cause i liked that song HAHA. ohwells. he reminded me so much of __!super alike. then there was the girl who looked super studious and sung wangxinlin's chi bang very choir-ish. nice though! sweet. then there was my buddy and her partner, wei jie and her partner singing a traditional song each. then there was the guy who sang huang hun.mm not bad ^^
so nice la those ppl.
AND THE GUY WHO GAVE US CHOCOLATES!!!! ahhhh me cassie and qianwen felt super touched.
eh that guy dont play play one lor.. my buddy say he loves chocolates, everything also chocolates then the chocolates that he eat all imported one. then everyday he will bring onebox to school to eat but that day he didnt start eating the box of chocolates then everyone was very curious. THEN HE GAVE IT TO US! ah. super sweet. and its dark chocolate somemore. i love IT. super super super nice. ilovethechocolate.i she bu de chi can..
then there was fei wens hahaha yay!
best part of the trip was sui ban shang ke, and beijing.
owells.

back in singapore. back in shit.
first night i come back kena scolded. whattheshit la.
hmm. i shall learn to hide my temper even more. must be more pro. haha zijin ah.. even the psychologist person in the gaozhongbu cant read me correctly can. innocent, everything one answer, very xin fu life. r.u.b.b.i.s.h. lor~ haha but then again joanne says he is not a psychic so he cant possible read everyone correctly. so true. haha. nvm. its better not to know my rubbish. even THEY dont understand me. what more outsiders.

i loved the everynight sessions in zijins room though. we would play ahem, eat alot, mess up alot, and watch sui yue feng yun like siao.
i love my group they are super nice. baika i love you too! get well soon.lets list..

ppl in sytrip07:
me brocoleelee cassie brinjal da4 bao1 baika joanne lw yy tn aj ahjin ahmin.
ANDDDDD mslee! haha
i love 90% of the ppl hehe
ohcomeonhowcanibringmyselftolovesomeonewhowearsmakeupdresseslikesheisinparisandflirtswiththecanteenchef.its sinful for me ya know..
HOR lao po? "orh~~ ah.hurhurha! heeheeeheeeheeeee"-biteslipflirtingly-. HAHAHA
loser~

wells.
to round up.
i hate coming back.
i hate it.
ok?
except the fact that i get to see they are still alive and look forward to my bro coming back, i hate my life now. ohwells.
back to my burdens. back to emoness.

cant be a kid like i was there.
imnotentitledtosuchluxury.

i tried to hide her. and saw the harm i was creating.
then i tried to hide us. and felt the pain that it caused me.
now i try not to hide them, and face the haunting questions that follow.
why cant my life be more normal?
why cant i just have to work at macdonalds everyday cause my parents cant afford my expenses?
why cant i be some ignorant piece of shit so ppl wont expect anything from me.
so.try reading me.

# posted by So Cliché at 6:49 PM

ok.
one last post before i fly.
ytd was..nice.
^^
slow person go home then realise it might be the last time you playing with l.a.g (w/o mark, lan, and weirong)
tall lor. happy lor.
aiya dont kill yourself... not worth it
anw you can always come back and play with us again!
see we so nice
make you miss us.
might be the last time im talking to you.
weird doing it over blogspot but nvm.
i zhu4 ni3 yi1 lu4 shun4 feng1!!!

erm yah..
take care over there! =]]
sad la only went out with you twice(one horror movie, one arcade spamming session) but nvm
you said im nice!see ppl dont know me until they know me haha okay forget what i said. skip that.
haha
wanted to invite you as guest blogger on this blog but too late le you also not online
and yeah
wad else
nothing else
qutie sad though
the timing sucks
anw
if you dont come back..
i'll smash your head open.
not only me but lag and HER too!
haha yah la thats all.. take care! =]]
nice meeting you.

terminated~
EH tell me what time is your flight.
and yah fine i'll say it.
WE'LL MISS YOU~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
including her. ahem.
haha

and p.s. i really had my bak kut teh before the flight!
kudos to me!!!!!!
bye singapore, bye you, bye my home, bye cowcow,eening have a good flight tmr.

Labels: byebye

# posted by So Cliché at 8:58 PM

boo! ah~~~
haii must faster use the comp before i fei fei to china.
bet we wont have the luxury to even touch the comp, not even go online. and their online messenger will probably be some qq thingy not msn =.=
so it'll be like obs.. off civilization!
but im excited to try out the food! quite hesitant as well but nvm~ my judgement should suffice.
today wanted to wake up at 630 to prepare to go to school.. ended up waking at 715 instead! seriously when i saw the alarm i was like.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
die~ but i still got there in time!
yay got readyin ten minutes. including taking a shower~ im proud of myself HAHAAH
after the sy thingy me cassie and ahli went to orchard..
getting quite close to this group of ppl. seems unreal.. but i love them!
haha went to eat pepper lunch. and i realise we are damn suaku.
mine came first then lili was like EH FASTER FASTER! ADD THE SAUCE!!!!! omg damn slow la you!!!!!!!1 HURRY UP LA
then me "WHAT SAUCE WHAT SAUCE. eh last time i tried_____-should i jsut put the other one or what?!!?!?"
lili"HURRY UP STIR LA LATER CHAO TA"
me"I KNOW LA "
cassie"must add sauce meh? whats that?!eh the honey brown sauce?!"
=.=
evidently she hasnt been to pplunch before
yummy~
after we ate i wasnt really full, prob because we talked super lots about everything and my stomach digested the food fricking fast
yah. i think thats it.
so when i said another pplunch they were like. WTH!!!
so. i didnt eat. =[
hahaha it wouldhave burnt a hole in my pocket~
went to buy HER present. =]]
i really giving myself alot of credit for planning the whole thing! the three of them will be so happy la!
if is me i will feel damn xingfu! hAHAHA
after that..walk walk walk. then me and lili but fourskins necklace! same one
hahahaha next time wear out tgt. ok im straight lor~
im getting very attached to them.
all five of them! jessie is from primary school ren4 shi4 so very de ok~
but i never knew id be so close to the rest! hahahahaha everything also talk. damn funny.
ohwells.
apart from my problems, they know everything about me!
esp lili, sit with me for one year this year, plus half year last year. i know her style she know my style. HAHA
cassie can be trusted to buy a good birthday present for me cause she go shopping with me twice le.
the rest all also know me de la HAHAHAA
and then they keep saying they thought i very dao/act when they first saw me
i dont think so lor..
haha i just dont treat strangers very well unless they deserve it.
but if you know me then everything will be ok and im really not that bad HAHAHAHA hor, lili?

eh i very sad!!!!!!!!!!!! my luggage abit full le.
aiya but nto too bad la hahaa once i heard lili luggage de weight, i felt veryveryveryvery comforted.
wah i think she can just bring her whole house XDD
just kidding~
hai.
and i just realised the time i flying is = flying on saturday night.
which means.
TMR IS LAST DAY!!!!!! die.
die die die die die die!!!!!!

i really feel like cursing and saying lots of nasty stuff.
i'll just say that you ppl are inconsiderate, nasty, impolite, disgusting dumb idiots who are NAIVE.
we are all gonna get sick one day.
you just keep praying god wont be so bad to you to make your condition as bad as hers.
WADS WRONG WITH YOU PPL.
whenever i see ppl like you i feel like taking a gun and putting it to my head then kill myself for living in such a useless world.
of course, before that i would have killed and tortured you.
im not gonna hide it.
IM FULL OF ANGER. IM FULL OF HATRED. I HAT ETHE WORLD.so? at least im not naive.
ive always believed that ppl are bad and the world is unfair.
it is UNFAIR to let her suffer like that while ppl around her laugh at her.
IT IS UNFAIR. IT IS UNfAIR. why must she put up with this shit. this world.
AND WHY CAN YOU IDIOTS CONTINUE LIVING WHEN YOU DESERVE PUNISHMENT.
HOW CAN YOU BRING YOURSELF TO TREAT HER LIKE THAT.
ftw.
im not gonna curse you but i know that one day everyones gonna get sick
everyones gonna have needles poked into you.
EVERYONES GONNA HAVE STITCHES AND EVERYONE IS GONNA BE IN A PITIFUL STATE.
but lemme just say this. YOU DONT DESERVE IT.
and when that day comes all you ppl will do is cry and beg for pity. ALL YOU WILL DO IS BLAME WHATEVER GOD YOU BELIEVE IN AND SAY "why did this happen to me?!?!"
YOU DONT DESERVE PITY. at all.
ok. maybe then you would have deserved it and suckers like me will just xin ruan and help you.
but FOR NOW YOU PPL DESERVE A TIGHT slAP ON YOUR FACE.
WHY CANT YOU PPL SEE THAT MONEY CANT BUY EVERYTHING
WHY CANT YOU PPL JUST WAKE UP! WHATS WRONG WITH YOU PPL.
I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE THE WORLD.
I HATE WHAT HAPPENED TO HER.
SHE HATES IT TOO.
BUT HAS SHE COMPLAINED, NO. HAS SHE ACTED LIKE A COWARD JUST LIKE YOU, I GUESS NOT. HAS SHE BLAMED IT ON ANYONE, NO.
IF YOU COULD LOOK CLOSELY, UNDER THOSE UGLY SCARS, SHREDDED SPEECH AND FADED HEARING. YOUD FIND A FSCKING NICE PERSON WHO MANAGED TO SURVIVE THROUGH ALL THE SHIT.
BUT NO. EDUCATION HAS TAUGHT US THAT PPL WHO LOOK BAD ARE BAD, PPL WHO ARE IN A PITIFUL STATE DESERVE IT.
AND PPL WHO ARE INFERIOR TO YOU DESERVE YOUR LAUGHTER.

ive given up on the world long enough, hence the cruelty and coldness to strangers.
i have zero tolerance level for ppl who are shit.
ive given up on the world. given up on its ppl.
ive given up on trying to fight against the flow, to make ppl convinced that she is not what she looks like.
ive given up trying to ignite her dreams once again, cause she too, has given up on the world.
i give up.
totally.
cause even education has failed us.
im not a nice person. cause the world has taught me niceties are useless.

im sorry if i sound damn lian using all this uncouth and horrible words. i dont like it too. but these ppl deserve it.
they are a.*.*.h.o.l.e.s.
fricking. a.*.*.h.o.l.e.s

terminated.
emo is the option when faced with life's shit. imaddictedtoit.

# posted by So Cliché at 9:19 PM