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MUACKS. we look soooooooooo happy. :D

# posted by So Cliché at 10:26 PM

I REGRET NOT GOING STRAIGHT AWAY AFTER SCHOOL TODAY CAUSE I FELT LAZY
I REGRET NOT GOING AFTER DINNER TODAY CAUSE I FELT SLEEP THAT I JUST HAD TO SLEEP.
NOW WEIJIAN TAGGIE SAY MANY PLACES SOLD OUT!!!!!!!!!!
WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO IF I GO BUY TMR AND DONT HAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THEN IT'LL BE LIKE DAMN SADDENING LA!
AND I GOT NOTHING TO DO NOW!!!!!!!
IM SUPPOSED TO BE LISTENING AND LIKE. BEI-ING LYRICS.
OMG SHIING GO BANG YOURSELF ON THE WALL AND JUST STAY THERE.

AH I FEEL SO IDIOTIC!
WEIJIAN IM SO SORRY I WAS LAZY.

my veronicas cds.................................................
no money~ (canto accent) hahaha
oh i got a shock when i saw weijian's online post :D
he knows the veronicas k
the fact that he just mentioned their names xD
and i bet anyone who knows their names will know that they rock shit.
goodtaste!
hohoho
im telling you derrick will be the next big thing and im sure im gonna be proven right.
next step is to pray for a qian chang hui that DOES NOT fall anywhere near eoys.
i'll be right there. :D
must have qian chang hui la
im sure.

i wanted to bombard you guys with a veronicas song everyday but i think liddat only can last 24 days so better save it up.

ive got a wedding song ;D

JIAYOU JIAYOU
jolin better release soon too.
after the weijian craze
:D
YAYNESS.

eh man quote of the day.
"we will look into it"
"rest assured girls, we are reviewing the plan"
"we will look FURTHER into it"
im sure for teachers day i can buy her a "i will look into it" sign la...
yah man. i know you'll be looking into it.
wo3 hai2 look out of it lor...

on a sidenote.
zijin got a shock today
HAHAHHA
scream so loud......
then whack me so hard somemore.
qian da.

# posted by So Cliché at 10:20 PM

shiing has broken her record of maths results. =.=
feeling like such an ass now. though i expected just pass and i got quite normal results in class (i guess?) but still disappointed.
my A just flew past me =.= hahahaha if i had been more emotionally stable.. no problem.
DAMN LA.
thank god my dream of 30/78 didnt come true. i wouldve just cried. no i wont. im just kidding
HAHAHA
but still. super careless, and unstable during the test.
just look at handwriting can tell le hahaha
time to zhao1 the ms ycy spirit back in my maths test life.
eoys chiong! 85%! 85 85 gogogogo!
and i can still stay happy because i know that if things arent fine then its not the end.
i think you should learn that. =] its value that marks wont get you.

next few tests.. :x
CHINESE. AHHHHH
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
somehow or other i dont feel that im missing shooting alot.
issit no gui su gan to nanyang, or just that im so unfeeling
im gonna train with 724485 for one last time.
kiss it goodbye.. ;_;
its been there for me this year. needed it so much.
when i leaned on it. i felt like it was comforting me.
im gonna take picture. of it. :"D
looking for a new start when i go over, looking for the passion ive seemingly lost.
maybe im just taking it for granted, but it just seems to get emptier every year.
im not gonna live in self denial and force myself to feel like i felt last time
but i swear i'll recover =]
everyone goes through this phase right? yes. i believe so.
as long as we get through i believe we'll be able to inspire.
juniors, batchmates, and many more.
for now. rest! eoys! and desperately try to lift my grades up. BACK up.
shiing can do it.

btw. my name is shiing. not shu ing, shi ying, siying.
theres nothing wrong with the spelling. dont change my name thankyou.

the veronicas----heavily broken

Everyday I sit here waiting
Everyday just seems so long
And now I've had enough of all the hating
Do we even care, it's so unfair
Any day it'll all be over
Everyday there's nothing new
And now I just try to find some hope
To try and hold onto
But it starts again
It'll never end

I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do

Almost giving up on trying
Almost heading for a fall
And now my mind is screaming out
I've gotta keep on fighting
But then again
It doesn't end

I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do?
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do
And there's nothing I can do

Feels like I'm drowning
I'm screaming for air(Screaming for air)
Louder I'm crying
And you don't even care
I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move(What can I do)
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken

I WOULD LOVE TO HELL ANYONE WHO CAN BUY ME BOTH VERONICAS CDS and RIOT!!!!!(i know damn long le but i no cash hahah)
wahlao that day i go hmv veronicas first album left only TWO and the new album only left one.
WAHLAO. i want buy zheng ban leh...
summer sale still 30plusbucks...for one import...
=[ =[ =[ =[
AND I STILL BUYING DERRICKS CD TMR LA
im gonna chiong and buy it like noones business. right after school. chiong to amkhub or j8.
whichever bus comes first.
HAHAHAHA
I WAIT TWO YEARS FOR HIM LE OF COURSE RUSH TO BUY LA
please dont disappoint me
:D
i still got your songs from superstar lor. in my com.
WHEE jolin will get jealous of you de lor!
hehehehe
gogo weijian!

the veronicas rock.
they rock shit.

# posted by So Cliché at 9:13 PM

i think i click well with people i dont meet often.
especially when they were once in a main part of my life.
no matter how short it was/will be. =]
i miss outings like that.

although it reminds me of last time.

nevertheless
outings like these remind me of why i shoot, and why i will continue to.

lets remind ourselves!
Sometimes truth isn't good enough.
sometimes people deserve more.
Sometimes people deserve to have their faith rewarded.

thats where self denial comes from.

im doing just fine man. really.

# posted by So Cliché at 5:26 PM

zijin im here to fight with you
haha no la just lemme blog a few things. i cant resist the temptation already
you inspire me to blog

1. im glad i stopped talking to you.

2. i saw someone trying to do my dear christian's hot hair the other day, and it was totally superly HILARIOUS. firstly, dont try to do it with unrebonded hair.. secondly, borrow christian siriano's hairspray. thridly, dont try to look like a hot gay when youre just gay and not hot. SO SUPER HILARIOUS LA THAT PERSON

3. the bio paper! YES I CANT GET OVER THE BIO PAPER. sounds so screwed right but i think i wasted too much time studying bio. if i knew lss will test such retarded teenyweeny detailed questions i wouldnt even have read the textbook at all. like. i think i spend three hours less studying also about the same. studying is useless for this paper. its just. pointless. =.=
LSS destroyed the last chance of getting me to like her as a test/exam setter. totally. im so emotionally scarred cause of her la. she cheat my feelings alot of times le. AND WTH IS MICROPROPAGATION? i crapped out 5 lines of words about something i didnt even know about. HAHA i think its so own. whether i get marks or not.
hohoho

4. the IH PAPER. i swear i can go do fortune telling. ten minutes before the paper i was talking to lili.
me: eh wont test minamata right?
lili: yah.. i think so.
me: yah but if it comes out i'll just.. die on the spot. totally. but...
lili, me: REALLY NOTHING TO TEST LOR.

ok so we decided to focus on taihu totally and just dump minamata
5min later

me: eh lili i ask you ah. if they test central govt and local officials.....
lili: yah then say .....................
me: ok good...
-pauses and thinks-
me: maybe that question will come out. WAAHAHAHHA i will just laugh if its this question
lili: aiya where got so zhun la.

paper start----
check paper------
HAHAHA i just giggled la then lili look at me.
WHOOOOOOOOO that question came out.
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
it was damn funny
ok
but the time was quite screwed
hand pain!
then can see lili sitting beside me
-writewritewrite-
-SUDDEN HUGE BREATHE OUT-
-put pen down-
-sigh-
-HUGE BREATHE IN-
-grabs pen-
-chiong ah!-
=.=
this is the self motivation method that nygirls adopt. think that youre so dead, breathe out super hard, and then chiong off and FIGHTARFIGHTAR like no tmr.
=.-

5. PIMPLES OMG. i realised other than nationals, tests causes breakouts too!
=[

6. im falling SICK because of the stupid rain just now. stupid stupid rain. i'll murder you one day.

7. jiayou people! =] good luck

# posted by So Cliché at 6:44 PM

zomg tissue is finally here to post
i cant stand those blackblack ant-y looking stuff on the blog
GIVE ME HEADACHES
okay so to save my brain cells from headaches so tat i can perform better for blocks
i shall drown tat freaking post.
LALALALA FIGHT ME MUACHEE.

okay anyway i shouldnt be posting now
i could have done like at least 1 chapter of physics/maths revision using tis time
BUT DO I LOOK LIKE I CARE.
tmr is chinese paper =D
okay no tats not the prob.
tissue too long never post already
i mus make it a point tat everyone can see tat tissue is alive.
jus in case u cant see me alive anymore after my blocks ><

lets see. wad to post about..
OKAY yes i noe already
theres tis very irritating girl on the bus who sat behind me on the bus in the afternoon
with her tis fren.
wah the way she tok is like really enough power to generate tsunami.
poor ancient little 852 like crumbling already under her high frequency high amplitude sound waves
so obviously she was like complaining about her life
stuff like..
'oh no one loves me'
'i dun understand. y am i the onli one who is contributing'
'im so sick and tired of everything'
den im like -okay..-
and so she went on and on about her sad life like she grew up in a single-parent family
teachers dun give a dam about her
whole day she help her frens her frens bochap her etcetc
AND HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY----SHE CRIED.
like seriously =.-

i mean like if she wan to contribute
den dun make it sound like shes forced into it
and demand for some kind of repay cos tats not how things work
if shes really sick and tired of everything she can jus let everything f-off and heck
wad for be so pitiful
its like so 自找 one.
tis might sound a bit selfish
but i always tot tat while being alive the most impt thing is to 对得起自己
there should be a limit to emoing and self-pitying
cos crossing tat limit, tats when a person gets pathetic.

and toking about the block test today
WAHAHAH a bit disastrous.
but its expected for me since i din mug a lot
so before the bio paper i was like slacking and toking hen with classmates
den suddenly paul tan came in and push my head =.-
paultan: EH. WALAO EH Y U SO STRESSED?!
tissue: ?! I WHERE GOT STRESS
paultan: U NOT STRESSED MEH?!
tissue: ER NO?!
paultan: WALAO EH DEN Y R U NOT STRESSED?!
tissue: WAH ZOMG IM SO STRESSED I WAN TO CRY
and so i showed him the head-spasm-eye-roll-frown kind of look
the whole class like quite tio shock hahahahahahaha SO RETARDED.

OKAY I SHALL GO OFF AND MUG MATHS/PHYSICS NOW
JIAYOU TO EVERYONE HAVING BLOCKS.
AND GOOD LUCK TO ANYONE HAVING MIND-BLOCKS.

TERMINATED

# posted by So Cliché at 4:48 PM

i miss you alreadyy =[
DAMN.
so fast la......
sian. mannnnnn. i'll just slump back to emoness HAHAHAHA
takkaire k. i'll bash that idiot up for you when i get back. stupid person. >[
iloveyou =]
kboxing heals huh. hahahahahah the two of us blasting out like dno what crap.
but quite nice HAHAHAHAH.
ohwells.
3moremonths!!!! you better not fly to melbourne so early i'll smack you until you become stick like me.
love you ;_;

龔詩嘉-再一次擁有

我想念去年的冬天下著雪的那一夜
你給的溫柔緊握的雙手
溫暖整個寒冬

失去了曾經的擁有在你離開以後
帶走了笑容只留下寂寞忘了幸福是什麼

沒有你的夜特別的漆黑
只能閉上雙眼去感覺
沒有我的夜誰在你身邊

代替了那個從前

能不能再聽一次你說愛我
回到還在你懷裡的時候
能不能讓我再一次擁有

曾屬於我的溫柔

gonna mug like shit. 24/7. im so so screwed for blocks.
but youre worth it.

# posted by So Cliché at 9:37 PM

沈默玩具

变成一个影

隐藏了自己

爱情困难呼吸

我是沉默玩具

执着对你无限期

模糊我自己

不愿升上白旗

输了你的游戏

你和他对街拥抱我看到

为什麽爱上你的人是我

为什麽一厢情愿的人会难过

为什麽对你舍不得总是我

爱上你需要那真情意

收在日记里

寂寞天天不休息

让甜蜜全也忘记

幸福不再美丽

可是我会在意

为什麽对你舍不得总是我

还是你需要那真情意

真爱你的人会难过

为什麽对你舍不得总是我

还是你需要那真情意收在日记里

itwasthelasttime.forever.turnaround.break.diary.hurt.

how long more?

# posted by So Cliché at 10:26 PM

okay tissue suddenly 良心发现 after tagging a few SOMEONE SHOULD POST NOW
den i realise WHY NOT LET ME DO IT
=.- sound so enthu HAHAHAHAHA dammit im zihighing for no obvious reason

yesterday was the prize presentation
so many schools were like singing their school song and everything
all quite out of tune though.
but seriously i like tat spirit
im quite sure nyshooting will never do sth like tat. not like we dun have the spirit.
BUT U REALLY DUN SEE GIRLS' SCHOOLS SINGING WAD.
den we were sitting there looking at everything tats happening
its like so near yet so distant..
maybe its only me who cant get over lar.. but theres tis. suanness within
and nxt year competition is going to be strong. like very strong.
OH MAN I SHALL JUS EAT MY WAFFLE.
-random-

and yesterday after the thing a bunch of us went to eat at northpoint
jianing the highly-acclaimed bimbo did sth spectacular
shes like poking tis piece of agaragar from the plate
den jus as the agaragar was about to reach the black hole..
it dropped.

er no duh tats not the full story =.-
yes so jianing shrieked.
and immediately after tat she asked jackoh whos sitting oppo her
"did u scream or was it me?!"
win already lor jianing.

so jus now on the bus im like smsing taymua
obviously both of us cant get use to the fact tat we r no longer training
like suddenly go home so early ZOMG CAN SLEEP!!
and so anyway i was saying stuff like -i wan to eat sweet stuff- and -i wan to sleep-
concluding tat im living like a pig
taymua tat ass totally irritating.
shes like OH THERES STH WRONG WITH THAT STATEMENT.
I TOT U SHOULD BE A LIVING PIG.
fine. thanks mua (:
so to revenge i ate muachee jus now HAHAHAHAHAAH wheeeeee~
i purposely chewchew until cannot chew anymore
-so childish-

oh and this morning on the bus tc the teacup totally fell asleep standing
HAHAHAHA his head is like everywhere.
mus be busy mugging until late night everyday tats y like tat
TSK. MUGGER!!!
should have taken a picture and ask wc to post on hciarc blog
HAHAHAHAHAHA there goes tc's face.
but tissue proer -like duh-
i can fall asleep on mrt without any support ZOMG TATS LIKE FANTASTIC.

tissue shall really go sleep already
BEAUTY SLEEP IS IMPT. THOUGH IM LIKE BEAUTIFUL ENOUGH ALREADY
*cough*
=D

TERMINATED

# posted by So Cliché at 4:31 PM

IM GONNA DECLARE MY LOVE FOR EVA RIGHT NOW.
EVASEAH I LOVE YOU TO BITS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG IT DIDNT FALL OUT OF MY POCKET!!!!!!!
OMGOMGOMGOMGOGMOMG
EVA~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
TMR I WILL HUG AND KISS AND SCREAM AT YOU!
WAHAHAHA
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
I JUST CANCELLED THE DAMN LINE.
WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I CAN UNCANCEL
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

EVASEAH I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
just only that little little bit less than blank.

I LOVE EVASEAH.

# posted by So Cliché at 4:41 PM

ok
they said it would be a shitty year for saggitaurius.
i believe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
damn it la!

the first and only valuable thing i have lost in my life happened today!
i lost my phone. DAMN
how am i gonna tell my parents. @@
SHIT LAAAAAAAAAA
i wanna find it like how i helped jinny find it.
my god. i didnt even feel it slip out!
what happened la!
it just vanished into thin air. poof!
ohscrewed.

i cancelled my number so any idiot wont kill my phone bill.
dont bother contacting me.
DAMN I SUCK LIKE SHIT.
MY NUMBERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
new phone? new number?
MAN shiing will come to school in crutches tmr.
im so so so so so so screwed.

im dead!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
save me save me!!!!!!!
and no alarm clock tmr.
MY SMSES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
IM SO SCREWED.

# posted by So Cliché at 4:31 PM

my dearest pistol babies..
JIAYOU BIG BIG OK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the bteam.. jiayou! =] you guys just have to do your best
=]]]]]
cteam... all so young.. but all so imba..
WAHAHAHA
jiayou k!!!!!!!!!
you all have such a loooooooooooooooong way to go
not like the old and injured bteam shooters
heh

BBIG BIG JIAYOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
congrats to hciarc for getting briflesilver, criflegold and ariflesilver!(ithink)
jiayoujiayou!
all the imba-ness gonna increase again next year right..
hoho

three mental notes to help myself improve in comp (must tell yao1 mo2 gui3 guai4 next year)
HAHA yao mo gui guai.
i call one. LOL dont go say ah.....

1. CoNFIDENCE IN COMPS.
2. MENTAL STABILITY (omg...i just wish my sets could stop jumping up and down..)
3. REMOVE THE SIGHTRAISERS. yah hahahahahhaa coach agreed too. heh the first thing she said to me after the comp is use old gun structure. pfft~ thanks ah. at least i know now.
HAhHAHAHA nvm. shiing will get used to the old gun structure, gain confidence, and mental stability! she will learn from yao mo gui guai. if yao mo gui guai does not banish her to the dryfiring corner~

zijin!
two more years sia. can you imagine our mo qi by the end of j2?
impeccable.

imba!

wheeee.
GOOD LUCK FOR ALL THOSE TMR!!!!!!!!!!!!
CHECK YOUR HOROSCOPES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

shwiing~

p.s. zjiin ah. you post the pictures so big yewtee will very very happy.
xD

# posted by So Cliché at 10:18 PM

SINCE BDIV NATS IS OFFICIALLY OVER.
WE SHALL STOP EMOING ABOUT IT.
THERES STILL A LONGLONG WAY TO GO~~~
dun think we din receive any prize okay!!
below is our prize presentation on 2nd july.
featuring guest of honour JINNAYE PANG THE COW.

JAC TAN THE HI-JAC~

ZIJIN THE TISSUE (u can see im really happy to get the gummy bears =D)

SHIING THE TAYMUA~

AND EUNICE THE COCONUT TREE!!

THE ABOVE PRIZES ARE YUPI GUMMY BEARS BABY VERSION (obviously)

PROUDLY SPONSORED BY TIANCHONG THE TEACUP

okay retarded stuff aside.

after nats tis year i suddenly decided i wan to join shooting in hc

mostly cos im quite 不甘心 losing our title

so i will fight harder next year.

like wad mua said: i dun believe we cant shoot 39+ (during comp) under zhang29's drilling

and to whoever is still racking their fried up brains thinking of ways to console/motivate us

thanks (:

but i think we r still strong enough to survive

AND ITS PISTOL COMP TMR.

I JUS BOUGHT A COWCOW.

IM GETTING OBSESSED WITH COWS.

JIAYOU MY NANYANG PISTOLERS.

MAY THE COWCOW MOOOOOOOOO YOU~!!!

TERMINATED

# posted by So Cliché at 7:27 PM

last year when i felt i screwed up, i told myself there would be this year.
this year, i screwed up even worse, but i know/hope/ that there will be next year.
shiing will not cry because she screwed two nationals up.
shiing will not cry because she will succeed one day.
zijin will not cry anymore because she tried her best.
eunice will not cry anymore because it was an accident.
and jac will not cry anymore because we were unlucky
bteam o8 will smile because of all that we've gone through tgt in o8, a super rocky year.
bteam o8 will smile because unlike some shooters, we are/have a strong bonded team.
bteam o8 will smile because we get hugs.
we will believe, even when the whole world doubts,
because we shot the scores before, right before our very eyes.
we know our standards, we were just unlucky.
we will not cry, and shiing will not break her record of not crying for a long time.
as long as we believe in ourselves and the effort we put in, its fine.
jac.. you say we dont deserve what we have, i think so too.
but we tried fighting against our luck, at least we fought to the end.
=]
this year was tiring, but im glad we're still together.
thank you tianchong for the whole packs of gummy bears, it was a super good consolation prize.
we even took pictures with it. it was our medal. HAHA
friendship.
a friendship medal is better ok.
seriously
1. it is a friendship medal. it means so much more than a stupid piece of metal because it came from the heart.
2. it is more practical because you can eat it. though it wont last very Long. WAHAHA
3. gummy bears symbolize bear hugs. HAAHA.
thank you =]
i must be strong too because i want my juniors to be strong and i have to set an example.
shiing will not cry because i cheng1ed to the end.

i said this before and i'll say it again.
next year nats surely damn tough.
but im very sure.
zijin and i will dong shan zai qi.
HAHA. i believe..
ppl might just take me as a nutcase so stupid screw up so many times still i believe i believe.
but ive shot the scores before even though amy doesnt believe.
i know what i can shoot
i know i just need more confidence.

for now.
shiing needs a rest.
bteam needs rest too. to calm ourselves down.
to makeup for all the effort we put in for the past half a year.

nyshooters are strong.
jiayou!

btw. im super proud of my juniors.
=]
I LOVE THEM TO BITSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
if you burn them to ashes i'll burn you to nothing.
so what if she shot zero.
you didnt have to come niao us from the back you big bum.
im not gonna talk to you for the next century.
now i know why my girls dont like you so much.
HAHAAHAHAHA you deserve it.

i love nyshooting.
we did not fail because we still fought the way through without her.
we were just unlucky.
im still very proud of you guys..
i expected to cry like crap when i got home..
but i got enlightened by a pink sky.
so.
be strong be strong.

keep the love moving for the pistol team.
loves from shiing!

i came to the sudden realisation, that after two years, i have not moved on from that period in sec two.
i really.
-sigh-.
i really dont know if seeing you makes it less painful.

# posted by So Cliché at 7:26 PM