last year when i felt i screwed up, i told myself there would be this year.this year, i screwed up even worse, but i know/hope/ that there will be next year.shiing will not cry because she screwed two nationals up.shiing will not cry because she will succeed one day.zijin will not cry anymore because she tried her best.eunice will not cry anymore because it was an accident.and jac will not cry anymore because we were unluckybteam o8 will smile because of all that we've gone through tgt in o8, a super rocky year.bteam o8 will smile because unlike some shooters, we are/have a strong bonded team.bteam o8 will smile because we get hugs.we will believe, even when the whole world doubts,because we shot the scores before, right before our very eyes.we know our standards, we were just unlucky.we will not cry, and shiing will not break her record of not crying for a long time.as long as we believe in ourselves and the effort we put in, its fine.jac.. you say we dont deserve what we have, i think so too.but we tried fighting against our luck, at least we fought to the end.=]this year was tiring, but im glad we're still together.thank you tianchong for the whole packs of gummy bears, it was a super good consolation prize.we even took pictures with it. it was our medal. HAHAfriendship.a friendship medal is better ok.seriously1. it is a friendship medal. it means so much more than a stupid piece of metal because it came from the heart.2. it is more practical because you can eat it. though it wont last very Long. WAHAHA3. gummy bears symbolize bear hugs. HAAHA. thank you =]i must be strong too because i want my juniors to be strong and i have to set an example.shiing will not cry because i cheng1ed to the end.i said this before and i'll say it again.next year nats surely damn tough.but im very sure.zijin and i will dong shan zai qi.HAHA. i believe..ppl might just take me as a nutcase so stupid screw up so many times still i believe i believe.but ive shot the scores before even though amy doesnt believe.i know what i can shooti know i just need more confidence.for now.shiing needs a rest.bteam needs rest too. to calm ourselves down.to makeup for all the effort we put in for the past half a year.nyshooters are strong.jiayou!btw. im super proud of my juniors.=]I LOVE THEM TO BITSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSif you burn them to ashes i'll burn you to nothing.so what if she shot zero.you didnt have to come niao us from the back you big bum.im not gonna talk to you for the next century.now i know why my girls dont like you so much.HAHAAHAHAHA you deserve it.i love nyshooting.we did not fail because we still fought the way through without her.we were just unlucky.im still very proud of you guys..i expected to cry like crap when i got home..but i got enlightened by a pink sky.so.be strong be strong.keep the love moving for the pistol team.loves from shiing!i came to the sudden realisation, that after two years, i have not moved on from that period in sec two.i really.-sigh-.i really dont know if seeing you makes it less painful.
