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I BLOG I BLOG.=x
iscaredofshiingliao.
ahems.
yah.
actually i dont have much to blog about lah.
usually whatever i wanted to blog about i blog in my own blog le..so it's like.
my mind is practically empty whenever i blog here.=[

im still damn pissed off with the teachers who are in charge of my group that is going to jinyuan lor.
seriously not doing their job at all can!
wtf.
bahhh.shant talk about this here.
i still havent packed my luggage though.
digged out everything already.
realised i need to buy more socks.poofs.
shall attempt to squeeze it into the luggage tmr. :]
wish me luck haha.
i dont think im bringing much though..
plus it's only gonna be really cold at night.
plusplus i have fats to burn.and i have hair[on my arm and legs la.]!
finally.they have use for once.=.-.
pssh.kay.
i better watch what i eat there too.x/
liuyi wants me to buy food back.
better check the food i buy back is safe for consumption.>.>.
ANYWAYS.
flying this sunday~~~
have to reach the airport at 5 in the morning somemore.wth.
anyone wanna send me off? :D LOL.
haha.hope the airplane has nice movies to watch.
like the last time i went melbourne.
the flight there [or back.i cant rmb.] had "meet the fockers"
and i couldnt watch it in sg cause it's nc16.LOL.
shall cross my fingers.=3

and OH.
i bet zj and shiing didnt see THIS yet.
haha it's quite nice leh
try spotting wq :D
and zhicong's bboy/freestyling is omfgnicelikehell.<3
and cause of this i got addicted to se7en's crazy.zzz.

ah.i wanna learn hiphop.x[
dont know when i'll ever have the chance to.
zzz.
MY RESULTS THIS TIME WERE QUITE OKAY LEH.
i even improved lor!
okay lah only 2% BUT it's still quite a lot lor.x[
maybe i should pester my parents this.haha.
hiphop or drums..
eh.drums i should just ask liuyi's friend to teach me.=x
and i heard that to learn the basics for drums you just need half a year..
after that it's up to you whether you wanna continue or not.
arh.i dont know.
shall go bug liuyi about this. :D

ohyes.IM GOING OUT WITH LIUYI TMR YAY!<3
been so long since i went out with seveners.=/
shiing couldnt come along..=[
nvm bah.
next time!
when we come back from china.
CELEBRATE BIRTHDAYS WITH PRIG!<3
bwahahaha :D
more presents!
but next year must buy for them also lah.haha.
i feel bad though.
i didnt get weirong or lilan anything this year omg.><"
shall make up for it next year..somehow.

wait.
how much have i crapped already?
-scrolls up-
EH.
not bad leh.quite a huge chunk of crap.
HAHA :D
okay you must be thinking ive gone cuckoo.
no lah.
im just bored.
so try to zi high a bit lor.
else i'll die of boredom please.x[
i need to start on holiday homework already lahhhh.
sian.
one whole long list.
stupid school.
but..i also got nothing much to do during the holidays.
sigh.
dilemmadilemmaaaa.=x
come to think of it.
i'd rather have gone to india to do cip than go china lor.
but i have to overcome my fear for injections.
cause if i chose to go india.
i need three injections.
and they hurt.D:
the injection i took didnt hurt a single bit lor.
pffft.
REGRET LAH.
wth.x[
neverminddd.
too late to do anything anyways..

think this post is long enough le bah!
haha bet the next time i post is when im in china [if i have internet access.] or when i come back from china.
which is like.after the 17th.
LOL.
yay dont miss me too much.=3
or rather,us.
cause zijin shiing and i are flying on the same day and coming back on the same day.LOL.
kkay.
shall go sleep!
nightos :D

ps: SHIING AH.
when i pass you your mp3 ah?
it's with me le. :D

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# posted by So Cliché at 11:32 PM

boo! this blog is seriously dying.
and its the hoolidayssss ppl..
ppl like eening. *ahem ahem* and zijin *ahem* and CAROLLEE*AHEMAHEMAHEM**
yah
and tayshiing*ahemahemahem*
never blog.
=/
hey i just realised next year must take alot of pictures leh
cause after that everything will perfect egg le.. (wan2 dan4)
we'll be graduating!
gar i feel so old. haha.. maybe i am la hor..
speaking of which..

I CANT CLOSE MY LUGGAGE BAG!
actl i just stacked everything on top (clothes, jackets, shampoo, towels) and then i tried to close it. obviously cannot right..
BUT STILL!!!!
!!!'
abit alot leh!
haha last night lili sms me ask me how many bags i bringing
tsk tsk.
she lighter than me so i think she will pack more HAHAHAHA
watched the news ytd
the title of THAT piece of news was "zhong1 guo2 tian1 qi4"
and then they show everything/one/body being blown by the wind
HAHAH
ok la not funny..
how im i gonna stand on the ground!
i tried to ADAPT to the cold weather lor
these few nights i on air con coldest, keep trying to walk with so many layers on..
AND LAST NIGHT! wahahahaha
!!!!!!
i went to amkhub giant supermarket! and i stood at the frozen food section (which is damn big mind you) for half an hour.
HAHAHA
no la is cause my auntie buying fish la tofu la ICECREAM LA~~ ok fine the ice cream is i buy one. GElATO~!before i go cheena. hahah
-ikindofrealiseimbeingveryzihighbutnvm-
and yah
i stood at the fish there.
then i saw the temp -0.2.
all the hair on my forearm all standing le please!
then i was like "so coooooold!"
and my auntie just dao me and continue looking at the "seh-mon"
wahlao really la i was freezing up lor.
dno how imgonna take it in sy
obviously i'll layer on more clothes but still!!
!!!
and my father keeps saying
"aiya worry so much for wad..the jacket can le la.. go there enjoy yourself la. the weather where got so cold.. so kiasu"
and then match that paragraph of words to the news on tv last night.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
obv i cant listen to him or i'll just die over there
maybe he's suggesting that i buy like. one jacket, check that into the plane and sit my butt on the plane to china, land and freeze to death.
wow dad.

and fly landed in the hospital.
no lili, shes not my ai ai. she is cherie de aiai. HAHA
dont worry im super straight.
i like you. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
no la obv how can i like girls... so weird
wah lao stomach flu...very scaryleh
also dno if she got put on drip
*-*
fly~get well soon! haha i'll bug you on thursday about the phonelines and weather and what nots when you come back. wheeeeeee
cherie flew off to cal-cut-ta with carollee and a bunch ytd
we'll miss you cherie! hahaha
but aiya yousure miss us more de la..
then when fly and u come back you got a few days to reunite with your aiai before we all go out tgt!
yes must wait for me cassy and lili to fflyyyy back
and i arranged a very big surprise lor. then i conspire with ahli and ahcassy le HAHAHAHA
you all will be so gan dong. im romantic!!! HAHAHAHAA
no la just that i bother about my friends. other than my friends and family everything else is another me.^^
jess is in singapore so we dont need worry about her HAHAHA
dont you think she will be so lonely..
=/
i hope it'll be snowing!
yes ive been saying it for many times.
still...
!!!!!
snow~~~~~~~~~

currently snacking on everything before going to cheena
timtam!yesifinallyfoundtimtams.
chocolate gelato!
bak kut teh! fish fingers! laksa! everything else!
and vitamin c pills =.=
imm like. a pig who never grows fat.
like korkor!
omg im eating like him la!
pig here pig there..
and my current lifestyle istotally the same as his lifestyle when he comes home from camp..
speaking of which..
im quite sad..
its like.
i fly to china, fly back, he still havent come back..
stupid ns.
send him to australia do armour..
=[[
now at home weekends so empty.. FIVE weeks leh
somemore he go there no comp no tv, no psp no mp3(ok got, koped mine =.= feel like bashing him. night before flying come and run off with my mp3 and delete all my songs. idito.), no latenight no latemorning, no aircon no actinglikeapig. and NO FOOOOOOOD
nice food, that is. includes: laksa, nasilemak, junk food, paomian, snacks snacks, otah, JAP FOOD, korean food, subway, JUNKFOOD again, coke, icelemontea, milo, beer, SNACKS again, POCKEY, etc etc etc. etc etc etc. the amount of moneh he spends on food in a weekend, is equivalent to more than or about my two weeks allowance. wth la. haha but i kope from him too!
and he koped my mp3.. and didnt bring his psp... shiing is thinking of something bad now but nvm.
i shall be nice and respect my korkor by putting the psp back where it was. AFTER MY TRIP! hahahaha no la just kidding
hai... xin ku xin ku
i think he really hates the army
looks like.
and noone pei2 me watch second half of liverpool arsenal match that day.
how sad. although even if he was around he would just keep saying "you dont need sleep meh? go up la irritant"or smth liddat
papa was falling asleep during the first half already la!
gar
and then wad happened when i went to sleep?
arsenal decided to score a goal.
=.= stupid fabregas.
quite expected thoughh
they so hiong and pro.. liverpool very hard to keep them out anws..'
and then recently i flip newspaper see that singapore won a game just cause their opponents never turn up =.=
3-0. so lame la..
liddat also can..
sigh i hope korkor's doing fine over there. ^^

shant talk about my emo stuff again..
just that. its really sad.
how ppl look at her.
and that show.
everyone else they interviewed started crying cause they so scared of pain.
i have never in my life seen her cry because it was pain.
only cause she was so tired.
hai.
life is crap.
total crap.
shes been to hell, living. he's been through pressure i can never match up to, and HE's pushing his problems aside. im a rubbish bin.
that is, my only use for this place. to be a rubbish bin.
i wont react, just like i didnt that day. slap me, scold me, nag me, vent everything. id be happy to do my job. cause other than that, i am pretty much useless.

terminated.
by the way. thanks eening for helping me edit her minutes =/ and thanks to mortal jinny and jingzhi for giving me the designs on time!
hahaha i submitted everything on time k...

# posted by So Cliché at 9:22 AM

TA DAAA~~
like I VERI LONG NO UPDATE TIS PLACE ALREADY
and if we check the records for tis month
i think laopo blogged more den me
U EMO KID.
okay anyway..
TISSUE FINALLY CUT HER HAIR!
though its a bit screwed.
or quite screwed.
ya but its expected
i think hairdressers hate me.
either tat or my hair really is cursed

today was suppose to go rubbishing
but since with the royal post as a vice capt
(plus the other 3 exco)
we got leave!!!
WAHAHAH
cos got weapon check u see
so we were playing bridge in our aircon range
=D
hahahahahahahahaha and shiing cannot stand my 3 NO TRUMP
dunno lar she say i diedie also will bid one
even if my cards lan like dunno wad
and soon later i realised its quite true
and most of the time i bid no trump =D
okay to be precise i dun really noe how to bid properly tats y i bid

eh wth i dun have inspiration dunno wad to post
how.
nth really exciting has been happening around me
except tat today during weapon maintainence
uncle tan was toking about kiwi experience
basically he set fire to the black kiwi (blackcolourshoethingytomakeshoeshiny)
cos the black kiwi was hardened
and somehow he managed to burn newspapers around him

eh i give up.
maybe i should be emo.
><
my hair is always screwed
and eening is forever asking me to go cut hair
i wonder when she will cut hers though
how.
nxt year still dunno wads going to happen
big events small events
nationals ~ comp team ~
politics.. family..
studies and blah
sometimes i really wan to quite comp team nxt year
but i bu gan xin jus give up the place like tat
especially to a certain someone whos such a hypocrite
i bu gan xin jus give up my teammates and the wadeva medal we r going to get
aiya so hard to say things properly on a blog
forget it lar
but jiayou to those having o lvls and a lvls =D
cheerios~
(long time no use tat word)

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# posted by So Cliché at 7:48 PM

three weeks on and you still talk about my results.
i seriously dont think i did badly? try comparing it OUT of my class. yah.
believe yourself if you choose to think i didnt study or blahblah blah.
i really did. the As didnt just fall out from the clouds no amtter how nice and friendly they seem =.=
and youre just saying this cause you dont know what else to say.
im stupid? maybe you should just say that. it might really make me feel better.really.

wasnt online for three days thanks to my super brother.
i heard i skipped an msn virus WAHAHAHAHA. yay ^^v

STILL havent packed for shenyang trip
i should get to it soon haha.
ok fine i'll get to it TODAY.
i seriously think im gonna freeze up and die over there.'
our item is really really funny.
i forgot the song title.. whoops. ok i STILL rmb the dance steps ok~~ wuzijin tell me the song title!
anws.
i think its gonna be really cute~ haha

went for training for only the third time and my back is already hurting like crap..
=[[
i dont know whats happening.
the results are fluctuating.in just three sessions. i rock.

nevertheless, im happy to have found someone who feels the same way as me!
hahahahahaha
everyone else seems to be like little kids we laugh at cause they dont know what life is.
we shall just wait for the day they are shaken lor..
^^
naivity is the worst virtue one can ever have..

utada hikaru is hitting me again.
=[[

-first love-
you are always gonna be my love
itsuka dareka to mata koi ni ochitemo
i'll rmb to love
you taught me how.

you will always be inside my heart
itsuno anata dake no basho ga aru kara
i hope that i have a place, in your heart too
now and forever you are still the one..

terminated.

# posted by So Cliché at 12:43 PM

why issit that everytime i come back im unhappy.
sometimes i really wonder if its really my problem..
ya know you really. really. rock.
=[
ive tried talking to you about other stuff. stuff which are much more interesting than just matching numbers and grades to subject titles.
ive tried. k. ive tried.

eening.
i dont think the walk helped at all cause no matter how slowly we walked i still ended up back here. =[[
really really unhappy now ='[[
i dont know.
everytime i come here screaming about a problem i end with "life is screwed and we all have no choice but to move on"
but yeah.
my life is really screwed.

and many dont understand that do they? this is frustrating.
want scream cannot scream.
want cry cannot cry.
want die cannot die.
want run cannot run.
oh and guess wad.
i now have ZEROPERCENT of making it for the trip. so. -applause- =.=

but i guess shooting's the best thing thats happened to me.
other than the miracle in august-september.
i may not know many ppl there..
but just seeing them lifts my spirits so so high!
xDDDD
you know its like we're so used to seeing them around and training like everyone else.
then when you leave and study and mug for eoys and come back you still see them there, doing the same thing, wearing the "same" clothes, with the same hair and yah. haha...
its like nothing has changed..
heartwarming feeling..
one day i wish i can be friends with everyone there.. that would be nice..
haha i think at this point ppl are thinking "wth is she thinking ah siao zha bo.."
but really!
quite nice the feeling.
and then got the safra smell.
the first thing you do when you are returning to safra after a long time, is to stand at the main main main entrance, open the door, FEEL THE AIRCON and then take a deep breath and SMELL THE SAFRA SMELL.
makes me soooooooo happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

another thing which makes me soooo "heartwarmed"
is listening to LI SHENG JIE!!!!!!!!!!
he's like. can be my uncle.
but still!
his voice is..
=]]
makes you sad
ok nvm..
i think if i were gonna die right..
i would really really want to die with his song playing in the background, in the cafe, or in my head.
unless of course i die a dramatic death and someone else (i dunno who) is trying to talk to me and be strong and that im gonna make it through. then of course i cannot be thinking of lishengjie right..
heh
other than that.. no denglijun.. no jaychou.. no taoze.. JUST LI SHENGJIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

then theres the emo bang1 that i created which makes me happy!
consists of emo looking guys including: yanyalun (yaduh), zaizai(in liuxinghuayuan AND shenqingmima) and PRINCE!wangziiiiii
they just have the emo look k.
the nice nice emoo look haha!
zijin knows the zhaopai emo stance that i like!!!!!!!!!!
haha ok..

going out with my friends make me happy.
eening zijin and gang and prigdamily and lag and the hsbcgang.
at least LAG understands who i really amm. ALL of them..just that they dont say..
i feel the love! lag forever.. <33333333333333333333333
haha..
im nice, right? =pp
ok i am lor..

other than that..
emo thoughts on buses and when im alone and sleepless nights are really really haunting.
they're like. everywhere.
sigh..

im getting sick! =[[
was sniffing away during training
come home eat panadol STILL sniffing.
still wasting tissue..
eyes STILL watering
i think if i go shenyang i will get blown by the wind and my nose will be running and running and running
speaking of the wind.
i have this image wich keeps playing in my mind
those who watched the liangjingru ning2 xia4 mv will know

you know at the petrol station in the mv? where the friends stand in one row eating ice cream with a very very stone look on their face.
then wind blow.. their face still very stone?
and then they stone at the petrol price which is like increasing and increasing..
yup that scene.
i keep imagining that at the shenyang airport right.
the thirteen of us will stand in one row. then have a very very stone look on our face.
the same stone look in the mv.
then
when the wind blow..
the next scene only left the luggage on the floor.
then we flying flying in midair.
HAHAHAHAHAHA xDDDDD
haha ok
if you dont have my imagination then you will "huh?"
so yah lol
i really scared i -phew- get blown off..
=/

havent packed.
ohwells.
eh dont you guys think the SINGAPORE weather is freeaky..
SO COLDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
like brr cold.
im gonna wrap up in my comforter and look like a turtle.
sooooooooooooooooooo comfy haha.
plus my four pillows and bolster and COWCOW!!!!!!!!
theres a reason why my bed not single bed...
wouldnt be able to survive =O

you know ive been going about random stuff but i WANTED to say something that was quite the main point of this post.
then.
aiya i think those who know me well will know what happened to the "something"
=/
i forgot.
YES ZIJIN AND EENING i know.. AGAIN right..
eh i really dno leh i very off lor..
cannot rmb =xxx

anw..
after the longlong walk with eening today..
i have decided..
to say..
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! to all my nicenicetruetruefriends. <333333333
feel the shIIng love. xDD
btw im not scary so you dont always have to stick to hellos and byebyes you know? =]

terminated-

# posted by So Cliché at 8:59 PM

okay.
so basically tissue haven been blogging for a long time
omg.
okay so rite im gonna post today!

hahahahahahhahaha toking about the boring holiday so no substance!
i shall tok about sth got substance one
lets see.
given tissue's full of substance life
AH! OKAY
tat day ham and i were walking home together
den on the way i saw a pillar
which reminds me of a story when i was young..
my mum say when i was young
as in VERI MUCH YOUNGER
i like to run around even before i noe how to walk properly
and right
i got a veri tissue-habit
those spastic rubbish type
hhahahahaha omg dammit
she say i like to run towards a wall/pillar
den PIAK bang on it and will den fall backwards
den i will sit on the floor den laugh like crazy
and after tat i will repeat the thing like dunno how many times
omg lar
like no wonder now i dun think properly
i wonder y my nose din go flat
how idiotic lar
the thing is tat my mum jus stand there den see me do bang against the wall and laugh
den din stop me
walao.
tats y i always say i was a genius.
note the 'was'
after i bang my head den i think the genius bang until gonggong already so erm
ya tats wad u get now
like how u produce powerpuff
SUGAR! SPICE! AND EVERYTHING NICE!

aiya dammit so bored
im not suppose to use the word dammit so often
but dammit i jus used it again
OMG IM GOING CRAZY
its like. the school is like tis jaily place
where everyone expect u to study be good and act guai
den at home is like.
another jail which traps u in tis place full of freedom
literary device known as irony used =D

nvm shall tok about my expectations of the shenyang trip
seriously speaking i jus hope tat we dun go there and diu lian or sth
like eh pls lar
their standard is like UP THERE
i mean like other den english we will win them wad other subjects r we better at
physics?
they learn physics like dunno wad shit
learn as if whole world onli got physics like tat
chem and bio like duh
u noe the chinese way of studying
its not sth tat everyone can be capable of
den maths
wad the hell
is tere even a need to like. exchange?
somemore all the lessons taught in chinese
o.O
maybe i can bring a pillow to class

and winter clothings
a bit kua1 zhang1
like u will first wear ur undies (duh)
den u have to wear like ur inner clothings (made of wadeva wool to keep warm)
den u have to wear a mao2 yi1 (to keep u really hot)
den u have to wear a outer jacket (to keep off the wind)
and at last plus scarf or wadeva blahs they need
eh pls lar
its like applying sunblock of spf 10000000000 on a snowman?
and i think rite
according to wad i remembered since young
the hostel over there rite
AHEM
we might have to bathe together
as in EVERYONE BATHE TOGETHER OMG
like u go inside the bathroom like wah dam big
den later u will realise wah so many ppl
and everyone is naked
omg.
and wad if the hostel is like.
a bit haunted
den somemore later at night i wan go toilet
omg.
or wad if the place like dam dirty
at night sleep halfway open ur eyes turn around
den see tis rat staring straight at u.
OMG LARRRR

but one thing not bad.
shopping =D
the things there r like cheap?
hahahaahahahhahaah YAY
dvds/vcds there rite
the real version is like even cheaper den the pirated ones?
den the record was like wad. 1RMB for 1 disc with at least 8 episodes inside
TATS ONLI 20CENTS OMGGGG
i can buy like. wadeva crap shows i wan
wheeeeeeeee!!

ohman im getting so out of point
jus hope tat i dun get freezed up like an ice lolly
or like wrapped up in my clothes den too hot and melt
den later miss my mama how!
den later she miss me how!!
2 of my laopos going on same trip with me
BUT MY OTHER 2 LAOPO HOW
AND MY LOVER HOW?
and my lili how!!
(此 lili 非彼 lili）
and to prevent myself from getting too bored on the plane
i bought those stupid wordsearch
HAHAHA OMG.
okay forget it i shall go watch my wuzun
YAY
anyone who wan to bring anything can tell me
hahahaha tat is u dun mind the quality of china goods

TERMINATED

# posted by So Cliché at 12:05 PM

wow. i typed a long post and decided it was time to post.
then i.e. had to have a problem and i couldnt post.
was my emo post was not meant to be..?
internet just really pisses you off sometimes.
i shall go write in my diary..
at least it treats me much much better.
stupid i.e. you rock.

# posted by So Cliché at 7:18 PM

noone's gonna help you get back on your feet.
we all FIGHT.
noone's helping the protestors over there.
and what if the UN thing doesnt work out?
ive not heard of any backup plan.
many of us just continue our lives pretending it has nothing to do with us. hell right.
not many are helping them. i know intentions and actions differ. but ppl with neither intention nor action are hopeless and pathetic.
=]
and so conclusion: everyone's life is messed up in one way or another. and noone's gonna bother enough to help you back on. all you do is fight and resist. its a form of SELF.RESPECT.
there.

back to post eoys..
EOYS are officially over.
wheets~'
i dont really care about my results anymore all i know is i worked super hard this year.
super.
so if its some dissatisfactory result i wouldnt really bother. though itd hurt.
ah wells.
im still hoping to burn the papers anw.
we went crazy ytd after the papers ended.
wheets! the -hsbc+l+j- gang went down to ps to play arcade!
had kfc and cherie told me more about christianity.
interesting.
jessie started talking about psychotic serial killers who ahem.okay skip that.
the rest were busy eating i guess.
i was busy listening.
^^
then.. wanted to watch resident evil or balls of fury but we play until overshot movie screening time.anw r.e. was nc16 but im sure wed get through la

so.
we went to KBOX!
wah very happy
^^
cassie is qiang2 lor~not bad not bad
then went home. sleep like pig.
then..
today shop with eeningdarling!
she spent a bomb.
i spent TWO bombs.
baozha!~~
all my money flew to heaven.
ok fine.
cash register.
='[[
BUT I EARNED IT IN JUNE!
so noone can blame me
i earned it. k~~
so back off
exams are over.
yay~

ohyeah.
i have one comment to make
chaodaxiang how you decide what to write on the weekly school horoscope thing?
JUST curious
haha

so. when i got home today and touched the computer.
i went online, then wrote "lets buy us some happiness"
and then
tc asked me:"how do you buy yourself some happiness"
and then i answered "precisely"
1. i wrote that cause today go shopping with eening spend abit of dough at least get my mind of the stuff for awhile happy abit.
2. its like. okay it performs the function of a rhetorical question. so you get me
=.=

went to watch gong zhu xiao mei just now.
seems like its just another idol drama, but i guess id have to watch a little more cause maybe it'll get btr and i shouldnt just shoot it down
but i really like the nine o clock show
^^
i watch it even during exam week!
ah li say i siao
1. im not lifeless
2. i did my deeds at the library everyday after the papers chiong straight down and sit my butt there until 6 so i deserve it.
3. i was just using the time you ppl spent to take an afternoon nap to let myself relax and watch tv =]]
AND the plot is drama but i wont say its over the top.
its udnerstandable..the reactions and emotions the characters have in the show
some might say:"aiya just a show.. wont happen in real life"
but i think some ppl really are suay enough to meet these type of situations lor..
its only cause you ppl are living in bliss.
good acting counts too!
nice cast with rui en chenhanwei and caoguohui leading the pack and with thomasong and yvonnelim supporting them. nice~
so. im addicted.
its been a long time since i was addicted to any channel eight drama~
boring storylines these days.
yawns.

ok
gonna look at the stuff i bought
not regret DEFINETLY
and um watch the 9pm show, sleep, wake up early, and go k with ahsue and ahham=]] <33
eening!
lets save money again.. <33>
^^ =]

friends make my life worthwhile.
and the myanmar thing has thought me about self respect and respect for others.
life has been fulfilling since ytd.

lets buy us some happiness

terminated

# posted by So Cliché at 7:17 PM

one more paper to go..

can you please dont touch my anger.
im trying very very very hard to resist it already. please leave my anger alone.
because when im angry and i cant do anything i would have to do stupid stuff to stop myself from crying.
its not that i didnt care. have you ever wondered what shit resoponses you gave me when i asked about her condition.
its not that im stuck up studying for eoys. im mugging for your results. seriously you think mugging is fun?you think i knoe wad it sodium chloride then get A already ah.

its not that i am a piece of shit. its that you didnt give me any worth.
im not a piece of shit on the street.

gods just let a car come and bang me down.

eening ni mei shi ba?
i also got lots to say. but it doesnt come out one so pissing.
=[

i dont see the reason.
to continue .

so. lets get on with our screwed up lives.

# posted by So Cliché at 9:17 PM

hmm i see
so lao mua tagged me a quiz to do
since its like chinese exam tmr and theres nth much to revise
i shall do it yay!!!

SECTION 1- YOU
known as: zijin/tissue/wuzan/laopo/erm. used to be called hair shampoo =.-
born: 11th april YAY ITS LIKE ANOTHER HALF A YEAR AWAY!!
Hair colour: black. but recently my frens found a few white strands OMG.
eye colour: if u dun look at it carefully its black. if u look a bit carefully its brown. if u look at it again i think it looks exactly like an eye.

SECTION 2-- HAVE YOU EVER
Had your heart broken? -breaking heart is veri unhealthy.
Had a dream come true? -i have a lot of dreams including living in a gummy-bear-empire. i think it will come true =D

SECTION THREE-- CURRENTLY..
wearing: HAHA IF I WRITE BIKINI IM SURE A LOT OF PPL OUT THERE WILL VOMIT but no lar im wearing shirt and pants. hahahahahahahahaha
listening to: 3-7-20-1 I LOVE TIS SONG MAN!! ahahahhaa sooooo cute!
located: under the freezing aircon in my room
should really be: ><>

SECTION FOUR-- DO YOU..
have any piercings? i think ppl who pierce themselves is a bit like. self mutilation or sth.
drive? yea i wish. at least another 3~4 more years before im even of age to get a liscence

-i dun really understand how come from 4 jump to 8-
SECTION 8- DO YOU..
like to give hugs: hahahahaha ya i think so. reminds me i owe mark a hug.
like to walk in the rain: to be precise i hate rain. both the water and the person
sleep on your side: yea and i flip side. den by the nxt morning i will be evenly roasted
Have stuffed animals: i collected quite a lot of them. i think at least 20+ type of them

Section 9-- This or that (pick)
pierced nose or bellybutton. i tot bellybutton is like already a hole =.-
MTV or BET: like wads bet?
7th Heaven or Dawsons creek: hahahaha i think both suck.
chocolate or flowers: chocolate!

tats it i give up tis quiz.
its getting nowhere and not fun to do at all.
=D im a slacker

TERMINATED

# posted by So Cliché at 3:17 PM