okay so im here to save our drowning blog.
EENING IN TIMES LIKE THESE U SHOULD TAKE THE INITIATIVE TO POST RITE?!
okay anyway i really dunno wad to crap
i shall jus see how my brain goes.
oh and tat little elmo is our mascot for tis year nats!SO BLARDIE CUTE DAMMIT.oops im sorry. notice its left hand.theres a holepoor thing STUPID FACTORY LAR GO PUNCH HOLE TO PUT PRICE TAGmake my poor little elmo so holey.but anyway my elmo is in very good state compared to the other comradesthe rest really like having warfare in nationalsjinnaye's one eyeball and nose splitting alreadytaymua's suffering from cataractI FEEL LIKE POSTING A PICTURE OF THE PIG but not today i shall do it some other day WHEEEEEEEEtissue is half high half emo.fortunately highness tend to be the dominant oneSUCH A RETARDED POSTbut at least i posted(:TERMINATED
Avril lavigne--- tomorrow.And I wanna believe youWhen you tell me that itll be okayYeah, I try to believe youBut I dontWhen you say that its gonna beIt always turns out to be a different wayI try to believe youNot today, today, today, today, today[chorus]I dont know how Ill feelTomorrowTomorrowI dont know what to sayTomorrowTomorrow is a different dayIts always been up to youLets turn it around, its up to meIm gonna do what I have to doJust dontGive me a little timeLeave me alone a little whileMaybe its not too lateNot today, today, today, today, todayI dont know how Ill feelTomorrowTomorrowI dont know what to sayTomorrowTomorrow is a different dayAnd I know Im not readyMaybe tomorrowIm not readyMaybe tomorrowAnd I wanna believe youWhen you tell me that itll be okayYeah, I tried to believe youNot today, today, today, today, todayTomorrow it may changeeverything's changing. maybe it was never there in the first place.its times like this when i feel that i have failed.times like this when the diary is not enough.times like this when i just wanna have someone by my side.times like this when i dont feel like touching hw, dont feel like shooting, dont feel like living.you take my knife, stab my back. i take your knife, stab your back.very fun?i attack you, you attack me.so fun right?ok. why not you come see it from my eyes, and see if im stabbing you at all.you'll realise.. if its anyone stabbing at all.. its not me.and its not fun. because to me it feels i got stabbed. not in the back, in the heart.past the clouds in the sky, the rain in my world.i have failed.i think this is hilarious.what i thought i had, was just a blank.
about socliche. about us.'and so to commerate this and acknowledge our three girls bond by lameness and spasticness,we started SO CLICHE 06.' -ahrol'WE GONNA ROCKwe gonna ROCK E WHOLE WAYWITH A VICTORY AT TEH END OF THE DAY' -ahrol'感谢你愿意陪伴我不然我将会多么寂寞不然如何能把泪水 变成回忆的彩虹' -ahmua'then we can train tgteat tgtdm tgtlisten to coach chant sutras tgtplay with li and jia jiaolian tgteat pao mian tgteat zhi cai fan tgtdrink our BIG BIG BIG gulps tgt..hear the ding dongs tgtplay in the luggage room tgtlemme turn off the lights on youpull each other's shoelacesdo work in safra tgttalk crap tgt.laugh like maniacs all tgt.cross the roads like maniacs tgtscream halfway tgttake funny pictures AND VIDEOS of safra tgt' -ahmua'i'll miss that place.and the memories too.' -ahmuathings are changing quite a bit.dm machine is no longer there.zhangsy no longer chant sutra to uscoach li and coach jia kind of disappeared from our lives.carol is gone.and many more others are distancing too.we had a change of coachchange of training planschange of teacher in chargechange of training venues etc..everything is changing but we cant dwell on the pastand den i realise how much mua and i have gone through together.the uncertainties the changes the joy and tears which explains how we get our mo qi. (:mua get ready.-1, 2, 3 SPASM!!-i kept all the letters from carol together with the book from mua.whenever i feel tired of trning/saikang i will take a look at themden i will cry and be reminded of how good the times used to be.and i will walk out of it feeling strongeri will bring them during nationals tis year.if i feel lost halfway during the shoot at least i have some mental support.i noe they are always there.gahh im jus emoingevery year tis time others get freaked out but i get emo=.-i think i din scream enough last night at the seaand i think i needed more hugs.or maybe i needed more spaces so i can cry/wail for all i wan.mua get ready.-1, 2, 3 WAIL!!-i shall stop wasting tissue. save the trees..TERMINATED
stressed arrrrrrrtaymua and i whole day sit there.'aiya how. screw up how.''ya lor omg how.''later shoot halfway freak out how.''AIYA NVM ONE LAR WONT DIE'so such things jus continue.emo emo emo emo den suddenly see tis glimpse of light.when im typing tat -glimpse of light- i tot of tis sentence i saw on hongchan's pmits sth like the light at the end of the tunnel comes from an oncoming train.oh my gaytrning was screwed.everyone screwed.jacjac and i din even have the xinqing to do the video thingat first i shoot finish first to come out im like -sure die-DEN SOON I REALISE EVERYONE DIEDED WITH MEokay team spirit.so now its the fatigue period...by right around nats we will shoot up again.its okay 'by right' will always happen =Dtoday tissue cut my hair!!i think i now look super good girltaymua commented tat my form teacher will love me and finally stop complaining about my hair messy-hopefully-fine lar jus dun laugh at my hair jus in case someone find it funny =.-so tissue believe tat after i cutcut hair.all the badbad shots will be cutcut chopchop awayNO PROBLEM ONE.as u can see tissue is blogging for the sake of blogging.i dun feel like studying AT ALL.tmr is a longlong dayVERY LONG.last day to play already ><TISSUE SHALL ENJOY TMR NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENSTERMINATED
Hello (:
Sorry to er, break the chain of posts.
Someone's father has leukemia..so yeah.
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If you're a kind soul, please contact 97838531.
Yep that's just about all i have to say.(:
# posted by Kal at
8:56 PM
TISSUE COCONUT!! (note the retarded smile. really looks like me)
jacjac and tissue bullying taymua.
high calcium skimmed milk is the key point in tis pic. really.
jac jac is acting cool.
SHE WHERE GOT LOOK LIKE JIEHUI SOMEONE TELL ME?!
oh-my-gay. (mua and tissue's new invention)
oh my god.tissue is going to have ear infection soon oh noespecially my right ear omgtoday i was outside hc range looking for xinxi mummybut she jus refuse to pick up the phoneso tissue got worried and suspicioustaymua was with tissueden she made a comment: aiya surely with wc oneand after double checking with tcwe confirm tat they should be together somewhereso i called wc.wad i heard is like. emotionally scarring.wc was panting heavily throughout the whole call durationwith occasional screams for help in the background by xinxi mummyand they were at tis secluded car park光天化日之下 doing dunno wadsuddenly wc jus say hes very busy at the moment and will call back laternot long later xinxi mummy came running backhair super messy and 衣衫不整 zomg.and upon asking wc wad they were doingwc onli replied sth like its physically demandingand so taymua + tissue decided to start calling him daddy jus in casewhich means yanhui became our ahma.scandalous~and tissue's hair is like. defying gravity todayjus cos i tied my hair up during trning to prevent myself from suffering heatstrokeand coach is unexceptionally high todaya bit. terrifyingbut ya supposedly not at a dangerous level yet.OMG DINNER.TERMINATED
tommy the jinny's ipod is such a total loserwho is very good at fortune tellingyet has no taste at all.lets see what happened in safra yesterday..qn: tommy. tell me more about chink and carol.tommy: hero and heroine. (whoooooo)qn: tommy. tell me about the relationship between jiehui and jinny.tommy: fast and furious (omg jinny u din tell us about the 2 of u!!)qn: tommy. tell us why jiehui likes jinny.tommy: helpless when she smiles. (HAHAHAHAHA)qn: tommy, what would kaiyun's day be like today?tommy: no sleep tonight (kaiyun exclaim: YA I HAVE BEEN SLEEPLESS FOR MANY NIGHTS)qn: tommy. what kind of girl do u think kaiyun is?tommy: like a boy. (zhun. very zhun)qn: tommy. what do u think of kaiyun's first love?tommy: the first hurts the most. (OMG)qn: tommy. what about kaiyun's future husband?tommy: hot stuff (kaiyun is like super excited+happy about tis)qn: tommy. do u like kaiyun a lot?tommy: in love- kaiyun butts in and say TOMMY YOU SUCK -qn. tommy, what do you say about u and kaiyun now?tommy: over itqn: tommy, wad do u think of kaiyun now?tommy: apologiseqn: tommy, what would happen to u and kaiyun?tommy: it ends tonight (omg lar so sad)qn: tommy. what do u think of kaiyun now since she apologised?tommy: 最爱还是你 (sooooo touching ><)qn: tommy. what kaiyun means to u now?tommy: 宝贝 (awwwwwww)BUT UNFORTUNATELY.its totally over between tommy and kaiyuncos the first thing kaiyun say today when she say jinny is like TOMMY SUCKSand soon after tat she ganged up with ruthi daddy and stripped tommy naked.tommy being so emotionally scarred has been emoing + pmsing till now.wanted to post about the q&a session about nationalsbut den i realise jus in case it will infuriate any readers out there.haahhahahaha still its super cute. tissue was super scared of nationals suddenlylike though im sec 4 alreadybut i onli shoot nationals once beforeeverytime of tis year a lot run through my mindu noe those random thoughtswad if i screw up? what if i drag my team down? what if i din do well? what if i disappoint coach? what if i disappoint those who has been supporting me? what if i dun get the result i wan? isnt it such a waste of time already since i spent so much effort on shooting? what will others think of me? what kind of treatment will i receive if i ever join hcshooting from their retarded coach? why cant i prove to myself and others tat we can do it? and etc etc the list is like super longand den i realise even if i am going to screw upat least i will gladly accept the result i got.because i trust what i am capable of.and if its not there im responsible for it.i wont be a coward who give up last minute and hand the role to someone elsei made the mistake once and i wont wanna make it again.today i was like asking shiingtissue: mua..wad if i shoot a 300..mua: -ponders- go play cstissue: wad if i shoot a 400?mua: -ponders- go play cstissue: wad if i dun shoot at all?mua: -ponders- go play csyeah wadeva the outcome is we shall go play csahhh but i think i prefer going to the arcade holding a cluster of shiny gold medalsand maybe a challenge trophy or sth (:y not? its not a dream..TERMINATED
teammates come together like the pellets on our target cards.we start out far apart, and then we end up pulling ourselves tighter and tighter together.today was super great.we had a mini bbq party at east coast today!!! e56.ahahahha so far from 7-11!!!!!super duper uber far lah. thank god jac and i brought her bikes. if not we'd DIE walking there and back with ice and all those bottles of drinks.hahahahait was super fun. ok at first we werent able to start a fire. always liddat de!but this time we were smarter!we decided to call for help. kudos to the brave angela who went up to a person who looked damn pro at lighting fires to ask for help. hahahah. and no doubt he was damn pro. come over awhile only then gao dim already. thankyouthankyou!then we started cooking. HAHAHAHAomg la about 7 ppl cooking.3ppl fanning, one zijin holding tongs and screaming for butter, one damn suay person holding the butterstick, one eunice turning the food, and one jackoh cutting up the food to feed us HAHAHAat first marilyn was holding the butter stick. omg i tell you its DAMN stressful la!she hold hold stone abit only will kena screamed at by zijin. HAHAHAHA gan chiong. haha eh zijin marilyn said she scared of you leh!!!!! HAHA.after that.. eat eat eat then coach got abit drunk.omg la are you guys sure you didnt order something like drunken prawn? prawns marinated with a LITTLE bit of alcohol..i think coach abit high leh!!haha play with the volleyball and trying to throw it to the top of the pavillion like thing. i had a feeling she wanted to try to burst the ball by throwing it on the sharp thing *-*save the ball.hahathen after that she damn funny. start taking ice and putting it around her finger. HAHAHAHAthen she say:"shi4 jie4 shang4 zui4 da4 de4 zhuan4 jie4!" (omg all di si sheng)everyone @@ for awhilethen start laughing damn loudly la!omg... really abit drunk. HAHAbut fun coach. ^^today was fun, with all the team bonding and stuff (from cooking) LOL.sometimes when you start to wonder whether shooting is worth all your time and effort..looking at just your coach and teammies really help to reassure yourself that youre doing the right thing.idno. it just makes a bad day seem so much better.eunice improved today! note. its not regaining standard. its IMPROVING!haha. im so proud of you. jiayou babies ok?seeing all these babies grow up make me so happy!!! hahareally feel like a motheri see my sec twos growing up and being more independent, talking to the seniors more, and being more open about themselves. i see my sec threes growing up and taking care of the young ones, with ppl taking the initiative to settle bbq problems, or even helping the exco with the cylinder pumping at safra. sec ones dont really see much. haha. sec fours old le nothing much to see also. hanging around these ppl make everything worth it..=]i think im in position to say that the exco 08 has succeeded. i hope our seniors agree, and are proud of us. i remember the apprehension that exco07 had when they had to hand over the club to me zijin jeannette and eening. i remember all of us being very nervous and feeling very shitty when we had a new exco, new tic, new coach at the start of the year.but ever since i think all of us have been working hard to fulfill our duties. im sure exco 09 will do well too, cause im so proud of my babies. it seems so fast, everything seems to be going at bullet pace in sec 4.jiayou everyone for nationals ok?we can make it cause teammates play a super important role in this mental game, and we are as close as the pellets that land on our target card.(hopefully all our groupings quite close HAHA) and even if we fall, we will fall together so its ok. you wont fall flat on your face alone. there will be many flat faces resulted from the fall with you so dont worry so much k!you all have it somewhere inside you. the power to do well. so dig it up for nationals yah?!!=]we'll always love us. HAHAHAanother songmy wish--rascal flattsI hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow,And each road leads you where you wanna go,And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.And if one door opens to another door closed,I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile.But more than anything, more than anything...My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,You never need to carry more than you can hold,And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,Yeah, this, is my wish.I hope you never look back, but you never forget,All the ones who love you, in the place you left,I hope you always forgive, and you never regret, And you help somebody every chance you get,Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,And always give more than you take.But More than anything, yeah, more than anything...My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,You never need to carry more than you can hold,And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,Yeah, this, is my wish. Yeah. My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,You never need to carry more than you can hold,And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,Yeah, this, is my wish.my wish for all my babies. bestofluck. tryyourbest and you'll never fall too hard.i love you!
open arms--- journey
Lying beside you
Here in the dark
Feeling your heart with mine
Softly you whisper
You're so sincere
How could our love be so blind
We sailed on together
We drifted apart
And here you are
By my side
So now I come to you
With open arms
Nothing to hide
Believe what I say
So here I am
With open arms
Hoping you'll see
What your love means to me
Open arms
Living without you
Living alone
This empty house seems so cold
Wanting to hold you
Wanting you near
How much I wanted you home
But now that you've come back
Turned night into day
I need you to stay
So now I come to you
With open arms
Nothing to hide
Believe what I say
So here I am
With open arms
Hoping you'll see
What your love means to me
Open arms
perfect song.
says so much. lovesonglovesongggg
o o
[\/] me andahma/me and mama/ mama and papa/ me and my future boyfriend HAHAHAHAHA
nice song lorrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
ahhh.. brunei seems so far away.
5 days without ahma/ahma's soup/ ahma's smell/ ahma's dentures/ ahma's lancome foundation/ ahma's voice/ ahma's sound/ ahma's clothes/ ahma's body lying next to me.
5mths to brunei.
i miss the big big houses, ahma's bed, the bigbig cars, the nicenice food, the laziness, the serenity. even if it meant nothing to do in that big but unamusing country. wasting time there seemed like heaven.
ahh.. brunei makes me sad. stupid song.
anw... i guess ive to go backcracking again
dno why suddenly so pain today. maybe cause i went crazy shopping ytd.
=[ retail therapy haha
if it doesnt get better tonight im gonna arrange for an appointment tmr.
dnt think i wanna tell ____ that im going for chiro though. no good feeling about it.
so i shall go alone.
and pay myself =.=
anybody wanna come with me? ahahhahaha. you get to see me get tortured first hand. 5star entertainment HAHA
craps la i got so much work to do la.
been slacking too much..
must do alot next week.
finish everything
cause i havent study yet
nationals just screws everything up
with that type of timing.
cant even go brunei. cant even catch up on work. i bet everyone in myclass finish their work le lor. except me. im not even close. shct.
i hope/know its worth it. shooting.
haha. ohwells. at least i love the ppl. all so sweet. ;D can you imagine? kaiyun is sweet! HAHAHAH
ok dont come after me with a chopper.
life here seems so lonely.
Living without you, Living alone.
i'll snap out of it. just a little bit more time. i promise. i'll go back to normal.
愛總忽然退潮 心慌亂觸礁
沉沒在深海裏 看海面閃耀
但回憶像水草 緊緊的纏繞
夢才溫熱眼角 就冰冷掉
努力越過風暴 向著未來飄
我們才會遇到 感動的擁抱
你總是能知道 我的堅強剩多少
給我最剛好的依靠
你手心的太陽 只輕放在我背上
委屈就能笑著落淚 被釋放
在手心的太陽 黑暗裏特別明亮
讓遠路好像 是一種分享 而不是漫長…
讓眼睛看不到 嫉妒的燃燒
讓耳朵聽不到 謊言的吵鬧
在沒有人相信 愛能永恆那一秒
我們正堅定的微笑
你手心的太陽 有種安定的力量
就算世界再亂我也不心慌
我手心的太陽 或許只像個月亮
卻用所有愛 為你投射我 最暖的光芒
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真的好难受。
its like they just left me behind. 你不是在为我好... 我只会更加痛苦 ;_;
为什么你不要带我走...
its gonna be a long night.
好难受, 好难受 T-T
today was. WOW
hahahahahahahaha wad rubbish is tat
anyway lets start with tis morning.
5 alarm clocks finally managed to wake tissue up.
but seriously 5 alarm clocks going off together the result really quite alarming.
and so on my way to the bus interchange..
i was walking across tis small little field place
and on each side of the pavement got a gang of birds
(which means got 2 gangs)
all the feathers perked up already the birds
so they look like tis fluff ball
hahahaha den got one is bald so the head dun have hair hahahaha omg so cute
they were like WADADADA POPOKAYE CHIPCHIRPCHAP and wadeva bird language also came out
dam noisy..like having gang fight like tat
and so tissue finally walked in between them
den suddenly!
all of them jus -shuddup- and started looking on the ground (for food?)
and totally pretend nth happen
den after tat when i walk past them i heard feathers flapping
and the osfhgoidetamgjdjfoeuakdfk bird language came out again
so i turn back and found them fighting
tissue cant believe birds r actually creatures like tat.
wheres their holy innocence..
and on 852 tissue was desperately trying to keep herself awake
until 852 drove somewhere near the bishan fire station
den i see tis bird strolling in the middle of the road
tsk tsk cross road mus remember to look left look right look left again
hahahahahaha den by the time u cross jus nice the vehicles come HAHAHA OMG okay skip
yes so tis birdy looks quite emo
like really super super sad
its like looking on the floor.. den walk slow slow aimlessly
and so i made an amazing discovery.
emo birds walk with the foot pointing inwards.
like 内八字 tat kind of thing
oh i realise i made a lot of observations about birds
im sure ahgu will try to siam away from tis post HAHAHA how could anyone be scared of birds omg so not winner.
lets add in some stupid joke.
why is superman's shirt so small?
cos its s size. (u noe the 's' written on the superman shirt..)
why is batman's shirt so small?
cos batman ask superman to buy for him.
why is spiderman's shirt so small
cos its buy 2 get 1 free. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA omg okay
but the main highlight of today's training would be the utmost display of our team's teamwork and team dynamics
im so totally proud to talk about it.
FROM US MAN EVERYONE.
so today bao qiang halfway tissue cannot take it
and so i ran to toilet to puke.
somewhere towards the end of trning.
shiing cannot take it
and so she ran to toilet to puke.
after trning eunice came out the last
shiing and i looked at her expectantly
(waiting for her to puke)
but aiya she din. mus work harder eunice. teamwork teamwork
the cdiv jianing and jackoh is even better
they displayed their patriotism as well
jac came out her face is like -white-
jianing came out her face is like -super red-
so as we can see theres change of colour observed.
and white + red = singapore flag
IM SO PROUD OF THEM ><trning in school sucks.below listed r some reasons y we prefer trning in safra..1. safra aircon stronger so can blow pellets to hit 102. safra lane need to pay so cannot anyhow shoot ->increase in quality trning
3. look at other school ppl shoot like rubbish will very happy -> boost confidence
4. safra colour combi is soothing and comfy to the eyes
5. light bulb at the target card is so much stronger
6. got weird ppl looking at us -> dun dare to anyhow shoot
7. got air compressor (!!!!)
8. got foosball
9. got 7-11 ITS A STORE AND MORE~
10. its nearer to my house (from zijin eening and jianing)
and i can see jinny's continuous effort to improve.
shes so into the trning plan/trning schedule tat she started praying to it
where else can u find such dedicated shooters huh?!
coach also wans to organise some outing to promote club cohesiveness
and obviously shes quite fascinated by the idea of going to the zoo.
wadeva the zoo wadeva
we shall all go to the zoo and let the animals look at us..
not bad. for good cause.
tissue is out of things to say.
=DTERMINATED
TISSUE COCONUT!! (note the retarded smile. really looks like me)
jacjac and tissue bullying taymua.
high calcium skimmed milk is the key point in tis pic. really.
jac jac is acting cool.
SHE WHERE GOT LOOK LIKE JIEHUI SOMEONE TELL ME?!
oh-my-gay. (mua and tissue's new invention)
classic aunty pose.
notice the shiing. 
ignore the shiing.
the holy ahmitabha
from the left: superman, spiderman,batman,WONDERWOMAN
tis pic is almost symmetrical..