today
woke up with a heart attack.
like. freak! ive been so scared that one day it'll happen and today it happened.
set me thinking about the future AGAIN. in the morning. =[
"take care, we're going already"
"mm.." -snuggles off under blanket-
-half awake.. thinks.. just like every other sentence she says.. wonders if it'll be the last thing i'll hear.. registers into brain.. brain says "no it wont happen today".. snuggles off to bed again.socold.-
hears footsteps walking down the stairs.
BONG.
"oh sh*t!" "OMG!"
i kind of realised what happened..
woke up INSTANTLY. thinking. omfg.
a nervous silence running through the house.
hai....
our hearts were all barely hanging.
she also abit tio shock.
eesh.
heart attacks....
-------------------------------------------------------------------------
my nose is running for marathon
*-* used one whole box of tissues! -cries-
still got one pile of hw to do..
ive been clearing the hw pile these two days but why like only half gone!
sigh.
tmr back to mugging. heck hw le.
-------------------------------------------------------------------------
haha i kind of realised exactly how much confidence i have in myself to pull the trigger.
so.
how do you build confidence without crossing arrogance?
-------------------------------------------------------------------------
i learned this from cherie during graces
is death the opposite of life?
no. its is the absence of life.
-------------------------------------------------------------------------
sad sad.
when will the rain stoppppp. like for a long long time..
not stop then start..
does not like rain...
=(
-------------------------------------------------------------------------
"如果说，有什么让我难过的，就是你假装不认识我，我假装不认识你.."
-Dialogue..Jolin jiazhuang mv-
-------------------------------------------------------------------------
im being so random again..
eesh.
tmr got training...
hai. how i wish i know a person who can read my mind! *-* feel so bored.
-------------------------------------------------------------------------
someone just read my mind after i finished.
omg.
sms so zhun4!
-------------------------------------------------------------------------
