today i read the newspapers. yes. i did. after how many days at camp.
ah so disappointing the terrorist havent get caught yet.
anws. saw the a level results!
theyre quite good right? i guess.
heh
last night i smsed joanna. her results really quite zai lehhh
chiobu also not bad.
all the A kias. i told you shooters are smart..dont believe me
hahaha
today i read the new paper too!
then there was this jc boy who got rejected by seven jcs but in the end still topped arts in pjc. thats cool too..
sill got one in acjc got cancer then fight until got two or 3 As i think... zai lor!
seeing so many ppl around me do well.
ahhhss. jiayou me. i really really really dont wanna go jc and take up a space as a science student. REALLY. if i cannot make it to the arts cause of my stupid ih marks THIS year then nvm. i shall take mixed or languages.
science.. really really dont like.
ohwells. i can do better for my ih! like. alot btr. how i wish msong was still my teacher!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
kayys.
im not a very open person.
i dont go around making friends with everybody and telling them my story.
im hesitant to the idea of opening up. cause its just scary.
through many many school years and many many ppl i meet.. many good friends have walked away because they probably couldnt figure out why i had so many things that ikept from them. they never really know about it, but theyy know im hiding lots of stuff.
so many ppl have walked away.. finding new close friends.
i have never chased them back.
cause i know if they understood theyd have walked back on their own..
i didnt wanna chase them back, and yet keep stuff from them, and making them feel like theyre nothing
so i just let them go..but they just think i dont care. ah wells.
i really hope that one day someone would really understand who i am. deep down inside.
and accept that i really have crazy personalities.
how i wish chiobu could turn into a girl.. a nanyang girl..
so sad and comforting how chiobu always smses me every fortnight or something
cause he's the first friend who hasnt walked away despite knowing i have many many secrets that i refuse to say.
its not like i dont wanna say.. i dont know how.
until then.. jiayou me!
i want to work for my arts stream and our medals at nationals! jiayoujiayou! =]
dont worry we'll do it at the end of the day.. cause we're ny girls!
even if we dont, im sure we'll put up a great fight.
^^v
-im waiting for you so must quick quick get well from being emo.. =]
