been unhappy for the whole of last nightslept at.. ah.. horrible hour.anightofemosongs.dno why.. from that topic.. link link link to lingling.. link to ahma..yeeyong..then you..and then it linked to mark(jc), and oppa.. and weirong..and then it linked back to obs kids.. the sec twos.. eening.. zijin.. amy..then it linked to me.and i realised.as always.i always allow only one day to mourn. if i can put it in that way.then its just. anything to get up again..antidepressants. haha..helps when eening reassures me..ah.. loves.well after mourning for one night went back to school..saw my stupid stupid ih assignment.bang.my day gone le.just when i wanted to transfer from science stream to arts stream.. and do something i have interest in..wham bam double blow from ih essays.omg.havent gotten those marks since like sec two.eesh-slaps- (the table)just reminds me that i might be better at stuff i dont like after all..like maths and chem eeyer..still hope youd call, youd talk..but if youre not going to.. or not ready.im fine.cause i know you'll get back after thinking throughi know.. that if i force my way into your brain by talking and talking when you dont feel like listening..you wont get what i mean..and then it'll get worse.i'll be waiting for you to come back.. =]whenever youve settled.been drawing the star on my hand again.ahh... ink poisoning.but it reminds me of her spirit. of being strong..reason why i love avril haha.today and on are brand new days.for me to grab and make the club better.i'll grab them. i'll make sure we do our best.because nanyang shooters CAN ShOOT. they just need confidence.right?stupid trend in us,lala we'll get over it.many problems to settle.. esp attitude wise with ppl who have really pfft-ed..its not easy.but as long as i know im alone, we'll try.btw. thank you. i will.sometimes you dont look like youre in pain,but to other ppl like us..we feel the pain.ppl may seem like they couldnt give a damn about you.but others really do care.jiayou.iguessicanonlysaythistoyouguys: stop running in parallels...-shiing.-
