typed super long post. but on second thought.. lets just look at snippets.
"went for training..
tiao tiao tiao tiao finally can see the front sight in the middle of the rear sight............."
.............."so6freakingshotswere on what. 6point ring? nice grouping though.
if its comforting..
cannot tiao..tiao maximum still same place.."
......................."so she figured it was gun assembly..
disassemble.. assemble.. knock knock ABIT against the table
tadah~
middle.
=.=
i shot awhile..
figured i needed lunch..
went for lunch."
"after lunch..
on to the chiropractor.."
"ok when you go into the room the doctor is friendly.
ahem
he says my back is wai diao but because of dunno what structure.. it wont get worse.
thank god.
so...
he decided to twist my back back so that it wont be twisted..
so..
-lies on a machine-
heat pack. super hot heat pack put on my back.
its hot. im serious.
feels like your skin is burning..
i thought he just put it there and went to have coffee outside the room then forgot about me.
doesnt hurt..it just burns..
then he comes in..
removes..
the -gown- *medical gown* i was wearing was abit wet wet. that hot.
and i dont even know if it was my sweat.
...
first is face down k..
then his grabs your neck-he's quite nice but still..-
he says breathe in.. you breathe in air facing down..
"breathe out..."
breathe out~
TWIST. CRACK CRACK CRACK.
my goodness.
so eva..
my whole neck cracked.
scared the heck out of me k..
and then he grabs the other side of my neck..
pull ah!
no crack.. but dang super pain k..
then..
lie on left side.. one leg bend one leg straight.. -pulls your handS..- so you are like so dolly..
and he positions himself..
breathe in.. breathe out..
pull~
and you hear the whole line of bones cracking. seriously the whole line of bones
even when zijin and i twist twist while sitting on chairs..
this sound..
-eeyer-
freakyyyy
did the same on the other side...
=[[
face up.. presses neck...
cracks..
=[
but the most painful one was the no sound one.
and he press exactly where jiao lian press.
just that his is the exact spot.
=[
pain~
i was saying"PAIN AH!"
=.= i guess he is used to ppl saying that?
*-*
saturday another experience.
whoo.
come lets do it..
=.=
its freaky ok.."
"after that..
meet with chiobu,dearie-joanna- and jjjjjaryl~
watched national treasure two..
mm...
i think....................."
"lastyear this time..
i still dno them..
still happily training in safra..
saw them..
follow them..
go longjohns.. playplayjokejokeeateat..found alot of happiness which stopped me from thinking too much..
even stopped me from doubting my skills..
with them i felt liberated, protected................"
"dnt really know them.. they dnt really noe me either..
but..
just feel that this friendship is irreplaceable..
this year..
im more quiet? ok maybe not when im with zijin and eening la..
many will realise im very different from last year........."
............."its also the reason why i dont train at night anymore..........."
"this year it feels like ive had to endure so many things by myself..........................."
"i admit im stressed out cause of these problems........................"
"not gonna act strong by acting like i can handle everything.
its not very nice when my future juniors know me for emoing and keep nicely asking me online every other day if im fine/emo/okay
theyre nice really...............................i treasure the concern. thanks"
"hmm.starting to doubt everything." -**luck**-
"i know im typing alot of shit crap which isnt even worth your time but yeah. who asked you to read it anw.
fill in whatever you like. iin btw the quotes.
figured you guys didnt really need to know every single thing.
was just ranting.
