lifes been not much different but waddhehell..
lets just erase that statement before i go all emo again
well
i really dont know who exactly is reading this blog
cause i suspect many many more ppl are reading than i expected.
wells.
nothing bad nothing good
just
weird if someone reads the blog and goes off without tagging
and you dont know whos reading
ok la i do that too
sinner~~
been hiding at amklibrary these few days
been torturously tiring..
mugmugmug
='[[
seriously if i dont get what i want i will scream
hehe..
i have promised myself retail therapy after eoys
yesyes
gonna drag darling along
if she wants=]
i need it omg..
im outgrowing and outgrowing
you know its time to change when your jeans get a tad too short
its also time to change when your shoe is too small
and i want the belt, bag and yeah all the materialisticism
been saving up okay~~not some brat who throws her parents money all over the store
i really need to feel like ive got something anw..
oops. cancelcancel
ok i am veryvery sorry to the person who recognised me in the library
imsorry!
ireally dno who you are
like
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sorry!!
you know i felt damn stupid. ohwells. cries
i bet you felt stupid too
ahhhh shit
ok
im sorry!
see events like this only make you realise that you need to KNOW the people around you even if you dont know them LITERALLY. like
at least know the people who hang out with your friends often.
bad sign bad sign
anws
horoscope said id lose mystuff today if i werent careful
i didnt!
wow.
ohyeah
saw esther and kaiqi inthe library too
strange i felt that i was the loner from nanyang who even GOES to the library to study.
talk about homestudying..
got a table!
yay
you know the sense of accomplishment you get when you go to the library duper early?
and then you get a table and then all those that arrived later than you dont get it!
it is so.. fulfilling.
ok nvm..
life at the library allows you to see stuff.
like the hwachong-rg affair..
rfencingandrandomperson sitting on the couch..ahem..
and like the two cjgirls sitting beside me opp each other who were like playing with each others' hair..
and i realised they were not les-ing when a cj guy walk past and they went cute..
and the ppl and friends you meet at the library..
then theres the uber mug ppl..
the super free adults..
stuff like that
makes you..
distracted yah la..
but still.haha
skips---
im falling sick.
yes
keep popping panadol in
=[
hope it will get btr~~~
anw..
ZIJIN AND EENING WHERE THE HECK ARE YOU TWOOOOO
eight o clock already leh....
smack you. doublesmack you.
nothing much to say..
just.
jiayou for eoys lor.
yeah
to everyone.
=]
then..
have a happier life?
^^
byebyeee
-terminated- bring an end to this neverending rubbish. bring an end, bring an end. slowly fighting slowly fightinglemme get stronger, once again.engulf the pain and change it to anger.let it build up, build up.then burn it.burn, baby burn.im SICK of you.stupid you in the mirror. so me, so you.stop making me mirror your hateful actions.im coming back with a vengeance.life was white and its now black.i bleed anger. i bleed anger.i ve GOT to recognise the shit environment im in and bloody strive in it.im sick of you sick of you.sick of tayshiing. sick of you. im gonna try hard.i know im tainted, full of anger.ive lost all that was in mebut im not gonna just ruin myself like thatcause im not a stinking piece of crap.im not gonna allow tayshiing to drive a car and run herself down.cause thats not her.thats not me.im not a piece of crap.its not the end of emonessnot the endbut to those ive promisedme, me and me, i'll fight one for you-- me me me
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