i think i should just go get my own blog..im hoping all this crap im feeling will go in a few days.weekswadever.while things get better.. i get so much more drained.i am. tired. stressed. punctured. and emo.get that.RAR.you know it just takes THIS little bit of appreciation okay.i have no obligations to be your dustbin. for you to thrash me about stupid idiotic things which shouldnt even exist for you to scold me and ruin my day.stupid things like not being able to find a key for a moment cause i didnt put it in my bag's second pocket but the third pocket. WAD THE HELL LAH.sorry im supposed to be understanding towards you at this point of time but sorry im a balloon and time bomb too okay.TOUCH ME ONE MORE TIME AND I WILL BURST.oki burst today already.as how zijin jiamin and hamham saw.i bet its their first time seeing me so angryWTH lasorry hor.you dont let me burst in front of youand i wont be so stupid tocause i'll get even more ranting.YOU RUINED MY DAY. from the very moment i woke up.how much more idiotic can my life get.sometimes i really wonder why im on this sickening planet okay.why i had to grow up so differently from other ppl.WHY EVEN MY SIMPLEST BIRTHDAY WISH WHICH EVERYONE ELSE WISHED FOR TOO AND GOT IT BUT I DID NOTits not even some materialistic piece of gucci handbag or whatever you call that.STOP IT ALREADY.im going crazy.cmonyou say youre going crazy.im going crazy too okay!now would you mind..before i land in the asylumgive me some rest.ive not been sleeping for the past week from last last sunday.i can safely tell you the whole week i got less than 40 hours of sleep so thats about as equivalent to yours?I HAVE ALSO BEEN RUSHING THERE AND BACK THERE AND BACK LIKE YOU HAVE LAsorry i dont have a car please.i take transport and sleep my butt off it.AND.cmon la you dont eat you think i feel like eating ah!wth.im so tired.iron clothesTAKE ONE AND A HALF HOURS AND WTH LAcmonif your eyes are blind.kindly please just unblind them for a moment.and see that there are so many clothes on the bamboo for ironing that the bamboo is bending already?!?!!?and yeah right.wonderful me have to iron all that?WTHi give up.i only ironed some i dont care i dont care!im washing dishes off my butt.ironing off my butt.AND TRYING TO BLOODY KEEP THE HOUSE CLEAN OKAY.SORRY LAH YOU TIRED I ALSO TIRED PLEASE.you think i lead A class life in school ah.recess rush worklunch rush workhere rush there rush.plus it doesnt help when everyone else seems to be smarter than you please!please register that into your head.and also register that As just dont fly out from a money tree and i just sit under the tree everyday and wait to collect it.YOU DONT HAVE TIME TO FINISH YOUR WORK I ALSO DONT HAVE TIME TO FINISH MY WORK.SORRY HOR.please dont rant at me.from young until now everytime you rant at me i cannot talk back at all.never quarrel with you before.just some justification just now ask me shut up.you think very funny ah.WTH I CANNOT STAND IT ANYMORE..why dont other ppl have to undergo this as well.why dont they have to cry and iron and wash and mop and whatever.WHY WHY WHY.cause they are lucky.WHYYYYYYYYYim sounding like some IGNORANT SMALL LITTLE STUPID INNOCENT KID BUT IM SORRY LA.im also human.im not some alien from outer space which can take everything hurled at me.MY BALLOON OF HOT AIR BURST TODAY AND I LIVED IN TOTAL SILENCE UNTILRECESS.just total silence.SEE HOW YOU SPOILED MY DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!omg.im really turning into a brat.im supposed to be understanding at this period of time.but heck.you wont see this anw.so might as well get a WHOLE load off my chest and rant off now.WTH even the moki (mosquitos) have something against meI SWEAR i was some stupid little person my past life thats why now my life so sickening.i stand there iron 1.5hours can get burnt by the iron and bitten four times by a bloody moki.i hereby declare my hate for mokis. and the fact that i didnt kill it didnt help make me feel btr at ALL.im not blaming me for wearing fbts at home and getting bitten cause its so freaking hot.wat else do i have to say.basically nothing.just that i dont know how much more of this shit can i be able to take.ps to wqg: ive never felt that because i had never been out of this.why cant i just have normal family problems like being unable to communicate with my parents.WHY.pss: i hereby declare my detest for my brotherWHO CAN WEAR SO MANY FREAKING CLOTHES IN ONE WEEKEND. HE SPEND SO MUCH LESS TIME OUTSIDE CAMP THAN I AM OUTSIDE SCHOOL AND THE AMT OF CLOTHES HE WEAR STILL SO MUCH???? IRON UNTIL I DIE LEH KORRRRRRRRRRRR. PLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEASE. dont kill me.I'LL BRING YOU ALONG.RARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRok.for the first time in history.shi ing rants.and i LOVE her so much.GET UP GETUP. i dont like you like this.i dont like me like this either. register.ARGH.just. everything.please just get btr before i end up in the asylum.
