hello.haha im still trying to recover from the shock.it just seems like it has ended way too earlytoo simplytoo fast.its been a rollercoaster ride and we are all tiredHAHAyah i can see the degree of exhaustionwhen i threw up three times today, slept through the whole daywhen zijin went sick bayand when carol was having coughing fitswe all died but nvmat least we got what we fought for.=]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]i thought id lost the feeling i had last yearthe team spirit and bonding between the seniors and juniorsbut i realised how foolish i was when we were there ystdi realisedhow our sec twos had grown so much more guai-er since the start of the yearfor the past two months theyve been listening to what im sayingwow.theyve really stunned me and come really far, building the team spirit with gatsby songs and performances.LOLAND bullying their dear nice senior by trying to strangle her. hor jacqueline hor?i found the team spirit i thought id losti guess we tried our best to provide our sec twos as how our seniors have provided for us last yeari guess we've succeededcause i walked out ystd loving my sec two babies like nv before=pp-hugs-it feels nice being there for each and every riflist and hugging them and jiayouing them and trying to make them strongerit can get alone at the firing bay where only you and the target existand your front and back are all your opponentsyou realise youre alone but i guess the hugs make us all feel btr and strongerkudos to my sec twos, whom i still always call secones unintentionally... its been so fast. haha..theyve matured!theyve got team spirit!im really sure they'll make the next cdiv08 strong too=]]im really proud of the b and c teams, all standing strong after the comps.i think the pizza session really did something to bond the seniors and juniorslucky we had thatreally really im really very proud of yall!BIGBIG HUG!-though i almost choked on the hug given by carol and ahsue with my back facing them.-ha..so fast overunbelievable.that ive grown one year older this seasonthat next year will be our last year.suddenly everything hits you..its ended.no huge sigh of relief cause everything ended just like it did last yearits gonna take me a period of time to get out of the "train everyday" modeor even forget the highlights of this year:HIGHLIGHTS:-beibeimian AGAIN. with wuzan--no dm. so sad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but there's time crisis with ahrol and wuzan--para with them plus my lovely juniors!!!!!!!! palm tree lemon tree willow and jacqueline what are you?--spamming the keyboard machine with zan zan--shooting 9s with everyone else..-sulking over the eights, going shit, then throwing/tearing the card like we all do--prep talks, jiayou talks and just talks--the pizza party-what a way to bond; sharing food with the whole two teams. HAHA. because safra cannot have food fight ma..-"emo-ing" with zan in the locker room.-k-ing with zan-humchikuey and meechiampeng--fish soup, chicken chop, ice milo, ice lemon tea, ice cream soda, dongguacha, juhuacha, horfun, fried rice.-pry the pish in the prying fan.-PUCK aka __. to my dearest junior jacqueline. we just cant stop laughin over it--sharing guns. and going "wheres my gun"--walking around up and down to go locker room-pellets? cards? "where?"-the "wah shit la we very hungry lor.. then must train again.. stupid co*ch" haha our juniors have felt the feeling of being denied good food. but at least we were offered biscuits!-my friends in safra, close not close. all the same. thank you for the memories..cannot list out here..it'll be far too many =/ --photo hunt!!-taiplay!!!-sitting outside safra in the dark behind a pillar in the carpark with ahrol while waiting for our parents, who always werent on time.*and scaring ppl who like AHEM when they walk pass. some ppl dont even know they walked past me. like uncle leong. and no im NOT a homeless child*-GATSBY! though i feel weird singing it--the mini cheering session outside safra-the clapping-the laughing-the horneying. esp with my horney juniors jac and eunice. KOFFKOFF. okay my dear cappy mish.. youre included.-psychology by yanh. on that day. includes the luck transfer-mental coaching by li. OMG he rocks.-ohwell. thank you zhang.-running around safra and packing up earlier than s.x. is a GREAT sense of accomplishment-MANYMANYMANYMORE. but yeah.i guess i can only bring these memories into next year..love ya guys..my juniors; jac, eunice, yonghwang, rubin. YAY HUGS. now dont bully me anymoremy b team: carol ahzan me and yanh..EENING! mishie!!!and everyone else. hmm. okay itd be polite to list the grasshopper/victorian age librarian mr tan, aka pt. for the ENCOURAGING words. for those who dunnohe wrote to the b team :"teach the cgirls how to shoot"to the cteam"teach the bgirls how to shoot"WOW SO ENCOURAGING......... hahaokay and mrs lim for doing our messy adminnow its recuperating time for like.3/4 of the b teamlolbefore i go..here's this song for all of yalloh yah wait. i love lying on jac's lap. its niceHHAHAHAHAHAhttp://youtube.com/watch?v=xsNw0Bk_oLk&mode=related&search=your guardian angel by red jumpsuit apparatusWhen I see your smile Tears run down my face I can't replace And now that I'm stronger I've figured out How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven It's ok. It's ok. It's ok. Seasons are changing And waves are crashing And stars are falling all for us Days grow longer and nights grow shorter I can show you I'll be the one I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart Please don't throw that away Cuz I'm here for you Please don't walk away, Please tell me you'll stay, stay Use me as you will Pull my strings just for a thrill And I know I'll be ok Though my skies are turning grayI will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven wheeeeeeeeeeelong live nanyang shooting and its team spirit.its a different type of spirit, but still a spirit after all,when i realise how many ppl care and know we are having comps and wish us good luck.when i realise how the really quiet can tell me to jiayou. its unexpectedhow we can relate through letters and become stronger.hope ive made my sec twos stronger..=]rmb what i say..=]]]]we'll all go far as a clubyayha.................at least i know how close i am to my team and juniors.and that we bond by the same dream, same spirit, and the same courage on the firing lineits been a rollercoaster ride.but thank god we all ended the day smiling and going hyper over para.improve improve! then i wont have tuh save you ppl from failing..oh and your hw.dont dump it into the rubbish bin. be nice and do it before pt and amy's heads get bitten by the DEANshoutout to carol and zijin:my heart really almost burst out when the results were posted. HAHAHAHWE MADE ITTTTTTTTTTTTTyayat least we didnt make it with a broken team.i think we screamed really loudly. =]jiayou everyoneshiing loves ya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!-hughughughughughughug-we shall fall together and stand up stronger.yay.to the rest of the teams, b pistol, c pistoljiayou jiayou jiayou!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!we're all behind you=]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]time to write those zo cards to yall too.HAHAhand pain hand paini believe we can do it actually..haha!no stress no stress just do your bestour best might never be enough in others' eyes.but its all that matters within us.promise that we'll never have to wipe tears of sadness and give hugs of encouragement because our best was not enough..cause in that case, we did not fail.terminated