whee!ppl, its me again!dun wry, im not gonna complain about my uselessnessneither am i gonna discuss about ways to commit suicide._.waitso wad do i tok about ar?dunno lehall the things up in my head seemed to be very depressin stuffand i dun wanna tok about it on a nice dayPEOPLE!ITS NATIONAL DAY!~*WOOTS*~*POOF* POP* *POOF*i love national daypure passionpure enthusiampure anticipationpure love!YESH!THATS RITE!LOVE!do u noe why?-drumrolls--loud drumrolls--louder drumrolls--even louder drumrolls--thundering drumrolls--deafening drumrolls--traumatising drumrolls-BECAUSE WEGETholidays!haaim not tat patriotic anywaybut come to think of it..other den chinese new year and normal school holidays,we can onli get long holidays when it comes to national day!thinkin of this point,dun u love national day too?haahaai noe im cleverdun have to tell mebut i dun really mind u telling rite into my face about how brilliant i am*blink blink*tokin about national day..how can i ever forget ndp?NDPs simply..suckas in,other den the fireworks larevery year the same thing will come outwe can juz record and video tape it downcoz there wont be much differences nxt yrthere will be tis paradewith a dunno-who givin dunno-wad commands(maybe i will understand if i learn malay..)den they marchden form some nice nice shapes and patternsthen the crowd will cheerden later other ppl come marching out alsothere will always be some ppl marching with the same arm same foot forwardlooks dam retardtat kind of standard also wan to marcha lot mor stuff larbut i shall not sayin case wad i said earlier is somehow offensiveden i go to jailomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgmy avid fans will be so dam sad mani cant imaginthey would be cryin their guts out for my release*so touched*am i turning ego again?okay finetats mei bounce up veri fasteven if i was really down earlier ontats called true optimismso evil ing!stop calling me a pessimist!im not!oh yareminded of carolusually dardar walks out of sadness in a long periodreally long periodcomon lar dardun be sad about ur frenscaring about frens and takin them seriously is not wrong..but maybe ..its okay if u dun noe each other wellits normalhow can u expect others to noe u well when u dun even understand urself thouroughly?cheer up okay?tats my dar!looked up in the skies randomly..saw the cloudsthey r somehow..patterned like..popcorns?isit really like popcorns or isit im over imaginative?maybe its really popcorns..miss them sooo muchhaven been eating them since..dunno whenFINE!I'VE MADE UP MY MIND!i shall feast on them tmrhaawill grow fatbut its okayim willing to giv up my nice figure for the sake of food!*vomits* *vomits* *vomits*umdun wry..im not sufferin from tat wad vomit food disease(suddenly forgot the name)im puking becoz of my ego about my figurehaahaa49kg for 168.5cm girl is not too heavy rite?so sad to be posting alone..and the blog seems a little deadevil ing, ah ning and darwhen can we have our quad post again ar?so lonely typin alonewithout any ppl fightin for the keyboardi realised i love war more den peace...miss the days when dar, evil ing and i fightin over the pathetic keyboardwill miss the safra days too(omg..the topic is gettin heavy)shall stop here in case i get emotional*sniffsniff*i got endless portable saltwater supplydar could vouch for tat*sniffsniff*shall stop my post here-TERMINATED-